Tears & Irony

Chapter one-Eyeliner

Being with me was an adventure. That's what my mother always told me. Her name was Young. I mean, she's still alive! I'm just writing this book in past tense so that's why I wrote "was". Yeah, anyway, I would say I "found myself" when I was 12. And with "found myself" I mean that I figured out who I was. I tried using eyeliner and fake-eyelashes for the first time when I was 12 and since then I've been literally obsessed with it. I, no joke, can't go outside without it. And another thing I found out about myself was that I am bisexual! I like both men and women and everything in between. But to be honest, I have a preference for women. They're just too hot, lord! The next thing I figured out was my gender, I thought I was a cis girl for a very long time, but in my early teenage-years I found out that I was bigender. Woman and non-binary at the same time, the best of the both! I also tried different pronouns and she/they felt most like myself so decided to use it. After knowing this and feeling comfortable about it I went to a lot of pride-festivals and also gay bars and gay clubs when I got older. I often got drunk, even in a young age. And I got many piercings and tattoos. But I loved my life and thought nothing could stop me doing these bad thing. But then, one day, I met someone. A girl. She had beautiful long hair and tattoos all over her body. I met her in one of the gay clubs I usually went to and I immediately fell in love with her...