Sweet Dreams ( Eyeless Jack X Reader)

chapter 1

'its hard to turn the page when you know someone. Won't be in the next chapter but the. Story must go on.'

- Esmeray grace

(Please check out the song above it's really good and honestly is really nostalgic for Me)

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"I can't believe your moving so far I'm gonna miss you so much!"

Said my mother as tears trikled down her face dropping off the tip of her chin as she squeezed me  in a tight hug placing her face deep in my neck her curly brown hair slightly irritating my nose.

I still couldn't believe today was my first day of collage my frist day to finally feel grown up without the constant hovering of my parents I could never be happier.

"welp Essy looks like your all ready for your ride to college" my stepdad stated as he slammed the trunk to my car closed walking over to me and mom who where still hugging

wrapping his arms around the both of us my body tensed luckily mom didn't seem to notice

" I already can't wait for school to end so I can come back and see you guys again"

I pretended to sob as I rubbed my moms lower back before. Pulling away from there hug

I wiped off my fake tears and checked my watch 1:00 am " I love you guys but I seriously have to go now" letting a faint smile appear on my face as I giggled a little at my mother's clingy behavior

while giving them both one last hug before I hopped into the driver's side of my old red Subaru I grumbled 'i knew I shouldn't have let 'dad' drive my car I thought as I re- adjusted my seat back to how I like it

pulling out my phone and connecting it to the cars Bluetooth.

tapping the Spotify app I scrolled through some of my playlists for awhile before finding the lists of songs I wanted to hear.

And pulling off and onto the road looking back as i drove farther away in the rear view mirror watching as my mother waved both her hands in the misted air my father seemed to disappear along with my past now and it was my time to start a new.

looking back at the empty country road I failed to notice as a silent tear ran down my cheek as I listened to a song I hadn't heard before.

I thought about skipping it but it set the mood for how I was feeling right now.

'Don't go, tell me that the lights won't change,
Tell me that you'll feel the same, and we'll stay here forever,
Don't go, tell me that the lights won't change,
Tell me that it'll stay the same,
Where we go, where we,
Where we go, where we go,
Where we go, where we go, where we go'

The lyrics seemed to magically form in my throat and flow out of my thin lips like my soul was speaking to me

Begging to go back and tell my mother all the things I've done behind her back

To release all my dirty secrets and be set free from my guilt.

'i really am a horrible person'
I thought as I kept my eyes on the Road ahead so I didn't crash.

(Time skip)

At last I stood in front of my collage dorm that I would be calling home. it had to be at least 5:37 pm by now.

but I stood in front of my door studying the wooden door

Hanging off the door tacked by a pin hung a sign

in cursive pink letters said my name 'Esmeray grace '

underneath my name wrote ' Suzie Williams '

which I could only assume was my roommate 'oh boy' I mentally groaned

I didn't really have that many friends all through out highschool so I figured maybe this could be my frist chance in life to not be such a loner.

I really haven't been looking forward to this I didn't know what to say or how I should go about striking up a conversation

Now that I think about it I don't even wanna room with someone.

I thought as my hands began to shake

but mom offered to pay and i really wanted to be able to support my mom so I didn't complain about sharing a room 'father' wasn't very happy to hear about this at frist and. He stopped talking to me completely and acted as if I never existed that was until I left

I sighed and snapped out of my daze as I dug through my purse 'i need to stay focused and not worry about the past' i mumbled.

And pulled out my key to the door before I could pushed the key into the lock hole the door already swung open.

a rather short girl walked into my chest "o-oh I'm so sorry " she spoke stepping back abit in order to catch her balance.

she was beautiful she had poofy dyed light pink hair that laid barely down to her shoulder with dark brown eyes that just popped out through all the pink hair she wore a oversized hoodie that ended at the beginning of her knees with a pladd skirt and black converse that matched perfectly with the rest of the outfit.

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I blushed "umm hi you must be my room mate" I questioned as she looked me up and down giving me a confused look.

before coughing into her elbow and looking back up at me " um Im sorry I thought my family got me a separate dorm." My eyebrows furrowed at her words

"I'm sorry if that came off kinda rude I'm Suzie, Suzie Wilcox and you are" she said as she held out her hand.

" It's okay I'm Esmeray....Esmeray grace nice to meet you" I said with a toothless grin as I shook her hand after we released each other's hand she moved to the side so I could enter the dorm room i quickly brushed past her getting a small wiff of her perfume

She smelled like fresh strawberry's fitting I smiled and turned towards the living room

Spotting an L shaped couch that sat in the middle of the room a fluffy looking rug underneath it.

Turning my head to the side was the kitchen it the sink was filled with dishes and the counter top had tons of crumbs everywhere it looked a mess but who am I to juge back at home I wasn't the cleanest looking on the. Other half of the room

Spotting two doors one had a pletra of heavy metal band posters and stickers all over and the other had yet to have anything stuck on it yet
I turned around expecting Suzie to still be there only to be met with the same door I'd been starring at from the other side

I turned back around and huffed as i walked over to the only blank door and entered my room

The frist things I saw were four of the boxes I had packed sitting on top of my bed.
the walls were a beautiful minty green and the carpet was a light brown. And focused back on the boxes I'd add pictures and stuff later

but for now tonight's agenda is to unpack those bags and ordering some takeout.
Stepping closer to the bed I began lifting up the boxes one by one and moving them into a corner near my closet

I huffed as i stood back up strait putting my hands on my lower back as I turned around and flopped down on the bed. could this day get anymore busy my eyelids slowly began to shut as I tried to relax after such a long drive my bones felt stiff I definitely am not looking forward to tomorrow I thought as I slowly began to drift asleep falling into a dark and dreamless sleep.

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So that was the first chapter of this book I'm actually pretty proud of myself 

I don't really expect this book to blow up so I think I'm just gonna try and have fun and. Do what I love which is writing and showing my love for it 

And if you do read. This book thank you  ☺️👍