Secrets (Camren)

Feelings?

Camila's POV:
I woke up in Lauren's arms. Her arms were wrapped around me tightly and I could hear her softly breathing. I decided not to move, afraid that I would wake her. I thought of the events of last night and smiled. I was happy to finally have found friends. They were all really nice to me, especially Lauren.

I softly turned around so I could see her face and smiled. She looked really cute sleeping, a few strands of hair were in her face, her eyelids fluttered a bit and her mouth was slightly opened.

After a few more minutes she woke up. She looked up at me and smiled. "Good morning Camzi" she whispered.
"Good morning Lolo" I responded.
For a few minutes we just lay in her bed in peace, staring at each other.
I love her eyes, I could stare in them forever. She literally had the most beauty emerald eyes I have ever seen.

Lauren grabbed her phone and said: "Wow it's already 11 pm, let's get up."
I nodded and started changing into my normal clothes again.
After I was dressed I walked into Lauren's bathroom and freshened up. I brushed my teeth, tried to get the knots out of my hair and washed my face.

When I went into Lauren's room again, she was gone. I figured she was already downstairs, so I quickly made my way downstairs. On my way down I smelled food. When I entered the living room I saw lots of delicious food on the table. Pancakes, eggs, waffles, fruit and toast.

The girls including Lauren were already all seated in the living room. When they saw me, they all got up and sat down at the table.
"Wow this looks delicious." I said.
Normani laughed and said: "I think Lauren is afraid you might starve or something."
"Mani!" Lauren said embarrassed.
Everyone laughed and Lauren's cheeks turned red.
"Aaaaaw you're blushing. Thanks for the food Lolo" I said and winked at her.

After breakfast Lauren and I went to Lauren's room again. She showed me all the cd's she had and she seemed to really love Lana del Ray.

The rest of the afternoon we sat on the bed and watched a movie. We watched dear John, a movie I had seen about a thousand times but I loved it so much.

After the movie had ended we started talking again. "So what music are you in to?" Lauren asked me.
"I love one direction, Ed Sheeran, Demi Lovato, Taylor Swift and so on." I said.
She smiled and said: "Can I hear a song?"
"Sure, I'll put Tenerife sea by Ed Sheeran on" I answered.

I grabbed my phone and the song started playing. I loved this song, it made me feel some kind of way.

Lauren stared at me and said: "it's beautiful."
I giggled and said: "yeah it really is."

~Should this be the last thing I see, I want you to know it's enough for me.~

Lauren started leaning in and her face was really close to mine now.

~Cause all that you are, is all that I'll ever need~

Her lips almost touched mine. Her hands softly grabbed my face and she put her lips on mine.

~I'm so in love, so in love, so in love, so in love~

The kiss was amazing. I had never felt anything like this before. Butterflies erupted in my stomach while her lips moved softly against mine.
She slowly pulled away and whispered: "I'm so in love with you."

Suddenly I started to panick. I got up quickly and said: "I... I can't do this, I'm sorry Lolo."
I ran out of her room, out of her house, away from everything.

I could see the pain on her face when I said those words. I could hear her saying: "I'm so in love with you."
With every though of what just happened I felt a painful twinge in my stomach. I ran and ran, trying to get the kiss out of my head. Trying to forget the feelings. Trying to forget her.