Secrets (Camren)

Drunk kisses

Camila's POV:
My heart was broken into a million pieces. Lauren rejected me once again. Even after she told me her secret, I showed her my unconditional love. It apparently wasn't good enough.
I was laying on my bed and stared at the ceiling. Lauren hadn't been at school for a whole week. An entire freaking week. It was now Friday and while everyone was enjoying their weekend, I was crying once again.
I turned to my alarm clock and saw that it was only 9pm.
I was tired from all the crying and closed my eyes. Before I knew it I drifted off to sleep.

---------------- 3 hours later -------------
Camila's POV:
A soft noise awoke me. I blinked a few times, trying to get a good sight of my surroundings. I turned to my right and looked at my window. I almost screamed when I realized someone was sitting in my window.
It was Lauren.
"Lauren what the fuck are you doing here?!" I whispered. I was pissed that she showed up in the middle of the night.
She didn't say anything and walked towards me. She stumbled and she was now so close to me that I could smell her. She smelled like alcohol and the perfume that she always wore.
"Lauren are you drunk?" I asked her.
I stood up and crossed my arms, looking at her with a frown on my face.
Lauren clumsily put her finger on my lips and said: "Ssshhh"
She suddenly grabbed my face and pressed her lips against mine.
Within seconds Lauren was gone again and she left me alone, wondering what the hell that was about.

I stepped towards my window to see if I could spot her anywhere. But she had disappeared just as quick as she had appeared.
I sighed and walked over to my bed again. I got under the covers. My fingers traced my lips, the taste of Lauren still lingering on them. I got my phone out and started typing a message.

To: Lauren
From: Me
Lauren? What was that about? Why did you kiss me? Pls answer! I wanna know what is going on. Give me a chance to talk to you, pls...
Xxx lots of love
Camz

I put my phone down and stared at my window, hoping Lauren would come back. I was kinda pissed at her for showing up out of nowhere. But her kiss had been enough to make my knees go weak and the butterflies to explode in my stomach.
No matter how hard I tried, I couldn't get her face out of my thoughts. Everything I loved about her, all her qualities but also all her flaws flew through my mind. To me she was perfection or at least as close to perfection as she could be.
After a while I finally fell asleep again.

-------------- 1 month later -------------
Camila's POV:
It had been a month since all of this started. Lauren would now come into my room every Friday night. Sometimes I didn't even know if she was really drunk. But I let it happen to me anyways. Everytime she would press her lips against mine and then disappear again. She didn't respond to my texts and she ignored me in school. Somehow I couldn't resist her though. Something about her was magical. It was a Friday night again and I was waiting for Lauren. I decided that this time I wouldn't let her leave my room without talking to her.

I looked over my alarm clock and saw that it was 12 am. 3 seconds later I heard my window open and Lauren was back.
She ran over to me and pressed her lips against mine. The kiss was desperate as if it was the only thing she lived for. She let my face go and was about to jump out of my window again but I grabbed her arm tightly.
"Lauren stop. Talk to me pls." My voice was quivering and I was close to tears.

She looked at me and her eyes had never looked this way before. It looked as if all life had been sucked out of them.
She ripped her arm out of my grip and jumped out of my window, running away from my house.
I got mad and kicked against my desk.
I put my face into my hands and cried.
After 5 minutes of crying I suddenly got an idea.

I grabbed my jacket, softly walked downstairs. Grabbed the keys of my dads car and walked out of my house. I closed the door behind me and got into the car. I've had driving lessons before and I was sure I was gonna be fine.

I started the car and rolled out of the drive way. I turned down my street and drove with only one destination in my mind: Lauren's house.

------------ Author note -------------
Sorry for not updating in so long. I'll try to update more frequently. I didn't check this chapter, so sorry for any grammar mistakes or typos.
I hope you enjoyed this chapter!
Comment down below if you have any questions or suggestions :)
X Marlien