my princess🤍

007 ~ WHAT IF?

~ time skip to their meeting ~

I'm so nervous. a million thoughts are going around in my mind.

what if he hates you?

what if he hurts you?

what if he takes your innocence when you don't want him to? (yes I am a virgin. I guess that's what u get when you were born into a royal family.)

what if he's a total jerk?

what if he doesn't like my hair?

what if he thinks I'm fat?

what if he thinks I'm too skinny?

what if his family hates me?

what if I'm not his type....

IDK why all these things were going on in my mind. why do I care if she doesn't like me? I mean I'm not gonna end up like him at all.
am I?

no way dixie. you've never fallen in love and you're not gonna even like this guy. I mean he's not your type. right? I mean he has fluffy hair and he has hazel eyes. and he should know how to treat women being and brother to a girl and a girl dad and ofc he has a mother. o and he's athletic.

athletic boys are the cutest. he plays soccer which I know nothing about but I'll learn if he wants me to. I mean I know it involves and white and black ball and his number is 8. which is a start but I only know that because I say him on Instagram.

he took pictures while playing soccer. HE LOOKED HOTTTTT. that was my first time seeing a picture of him. my sister Charli sent it to me. apparently she has been talking to Noah's sisters I believe their names are Tatum and Pressley.

anyways I had to prepare myself. his family would be at my house in 5 minutes. all I can think is. what if he doesn't like me? I know I should but that's all I think about for the next few minutes before I hear a knock at the door.

Ohh no. I can't do this.

I ran upstairs to my room which had a balcony. so I went there to take a deep breath. before my sister Charli comes into my room. "come on dixie his downstairs" Charli attempted to get me to go downstairs but I couldn't speak because too much was going on in my head. I know part of it was my ADHD so I take my ADHD meds. "I was talking to Tatum and she said he's nice and kind to people and I said hi to him" Charli knew that would calm me down some know that she was brave enough to do it. "come on he doesn't bite but his daughter looks likes a biter" Charli explained as I let out a giggle. "ok fine I guess I don't have a choice" after I said that Charli explained to me that it was super important that I walked down by myself so she walked down and I waited 25 seconds before walking down slowly.