Loving You

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ashton drix's pov

" you're next. " sambit sakin ng isa sa mga guro roon dahil ako na ang susunod na aakyat sa stage para mag lead. medyo kinakabahan ako dahil bago ako sa paningin ng mga estudyante at ayaw kong pumalpak sa unang araw ko. pinakalma ko muna ang sarili ko at napag-desisyunang silipin ang mga estudyanteng focus na focus sa pag kanta ng anthem.

habang nililibot ng mga mata ko ang crowd ay nahagip na lang ng mata ko ang isang babaeng masyadong seryoso sa pagkanta. i think she's cute tho. i just saw myself staring and smiling at her kahit di nya naman ako kita dito. nabalik na lang ako sa wisyo ko ng tawagin na ako ng teacher para sumunod. i tried my very best not to look at her and just to have a poker face, but hindi ko talaga kayang pigilan. i just saw my self secretly looking at her. binubulungan sya nung babaeng katabi nya, when i saw na ibabaling nya muli ang tingin nya sa harap ay nag-iwas na ako ng tingin, at even though puno ng bulungan ang auditorium ngayon ay rinig at ramdam ko ang kabog ng dibdib ko. i calm my self and start to lead.

after the ceremony, pumunta na ako sa office ni mrs. ramirez, adviser namin para sumabay papuntang room. but i suddenly became shock but also, at the same time happy and excited when i saw her there. i never thought na magiging classmates kami since akala ko ibang section sya or ibang grade level.

when mrs. ramirez introduce me, i notice na hindi sya tumitili or bumubulong, or nag aayos man lang unlike our other girl classmates here, instead she just rolled her eyes at nag halumbaba pa. wow, she's different. i like that.

sakto naman na ako mismo ang pinapapili ni mrs. ramirez ng upuan that's why i insisted talaga na umupo sa tabi nya even though may nakaupo na don. i know its rude but i really wanna get closer to her, sorry kyle lol. why i even do some kind of things like this?! do i like her?.. mmmaybe?..

but then i never expect na sa unang araw ko ay may makaka-away ako. fucking bitch.

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i pack my things para umuwi na when a girl suddenly came to me. it was her friend. its too obvious that she's trying to flirt with me thats why i told her that i like her friend more than her then she starts to cry. i never expected na iiyak agad sya sa sinabi ko. even though ginawa ko yon para tigilan nya na ako, i mean it everything what i said. i do like her.

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i'm now laying at my bed replying to all the comments on my new post. then i suddenly thought of an idea, i replied to all the comments randomly hanggang sa mabuo ko some of initial of her names lol. i cant stop thinking at her and wala naman makakahalata if ginawa ko to noh lol.

@abodrickz_ : (k) .

@abodrickz_ : (y) ??

@abodrickz_ : (a) hh.

nag-scro-scroll pa ako ng ibang comments when i saw this one unexpected reactors of mine, she even comment on my post lol. ini-stalk ko po ito if sya ba talaga then i just found my self smiling at nag tatalon pa, i even punch my pillows sa sobrang.. kilig? grr i thought of it as a gross feeling noon pero the feeling of it was amazing pala haha. wait.. she knows my secret account? nagreply ako sa comment nya and then laugh, i know she's talking about me since ako lang naman ang ash drix na kaklase nya lol.

hindi na ako nagreply sa comment nya but instead i just post a ' i ' then a heart. i put a heart para kunyaring cute at mag mukhang ' i love ' pero this is dedicated to her talaga. she made my day tho lol. and that ' i ', yan yung kulang sa mga initials na pinag-cocomment ko, gusto ko lang kumpletuhin hehe.

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pumunta na ako sa room after kong mag basketball when i suddenly saw a bunch of girls na nag-aabang sakin. sa sobrang pagod ko ay di ko na napigilang magalit. i just want to have rest and not to deal with anyone. nang ok na ng lahat ay iinom na sana ako ng nakaramdam ako ng uhaw ng nakita ko ang tubigan ko na wala ng laman, i'm so frustrated nang suddenly, i saw a chucky on my desk. tumanggi ako nung una pero nag-insist sya tsaka uhaw na talaga ako so kinuha ko na. i cant help but to smile wide but secretly after what she've done to me. stop it kiya! you making me fall for you harder.