I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one I've tried to leave this sour place a thousand times from the start I've made self sabotage my anthem like being who I am is self harm in disguise something deep inside me's broken I'm not allowed to feel a thing every loving word means nothing I'm obsessed with suffering lately thinking feels like cutting every thought's a razor blade if only I had someone else to blame
Wish I could run away from myself from myself but there is no escape when you're the prison cell wish I could run away from myself from myself I plead for better days but get thrown back in hell wish I could run away from myself wish I could run away from myself
Who the hell can forgive my sins I wrote this gospel stuck in a cage of skin that always will remind me that all the alcohol can't numb this I'm the bottle I'll never change cause the chemicals will change my mind
Wish I could run away from myself from myself but there is no escape when you're the prison cell wish I could run away from myself from myself I plead for better days but get thrown back in hell wish I could run away from myself wish I could run away cause something deep inside is broken I'm not allowed to feel a thing every loving word means nothing I'm obsessed with suffering lately thinking feels like cutting every thought's a razor blade if only I had someone else to blame
Wish I could run away from myself from myself but there is no escape when you're the prison cell wish I could run away from myself from myself I plead for better days but get thrown back in hell
I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one
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De Todomy other account otoka_army got deleted so here I am doing another one T.T
