Bell's POV//
The words echo in my mind, this can't be real, my heart doesn't want to believe anything Jason just spat out, he, he wouldn't hurt me his way, why would he do this?
"Bell, say something please, i know now how fucked up it was, but i'm better now, i see a doctor and i'm on all sorts of drugs, you have to know i won' ever go back to that dark hole, you are the reason for me waning to be better. Please just respond, i can't begin to imagen how you are feeling, whoever is doing this now wants to turn you against me, i just wanted to tell you before you found out and got the idea i'm the one doing his now." He gripped my shoulder pinning his eyes on mine, tears falling down his red face.
"I don't..." i forgot how to breath, anger and sorrow developed inside me,
"Leave." my eyes ran to the drained floor, ironic enough i wanted him to stay and tell me that it's going to be okay and he will never leave me but i know he needs to go, for me to take it all in and make a decision.
"I'll go, but please know that i'm sorry and i love you, so much." And that was it, he walked, leaving me alone, captured between this dark, cold walls.
I wanted to scream, bloody murder! I could create a new river with the despair leaving my eyes, my reality crashing down and all that i felt and knew, all this time i was set on finding my reason for anger and there it was, he was, right beside me. My comfort, my love, my peace, my lost love, my pain, Jason.
The flushes of red painted on my face could create a new shade of red, curled up i let out everything i cramped up and i still couldn't hate him, why not? Am i he sick one, why did i feel guilty for making him feel so worthless? Just like that everything vanished before my eyes, darkness floating around me, a dwarfish light appeared and then moments of me with Jason played like it was a movie in rewind.
"Are you done staring?" His mouth is speaking, wait, he's speaking to me! "Ohh i'm sorry, i didn't.." i can't speak.
"Oh it's you, you live here?" he sounds so flawless, his eyes are in contrast with the words he is saying. "Yes i do, why are you here?" i ask impatiently, he seems to be amused by my reaction.
"Do you want to walk to class with me?" His question almost gives me a stroke. "I'm not ready yet so i don't," i am cut off by him, "I can wait? If you wanted to that is."
"Jason," i raise my eyebrow, "We still on for a date and your family dinner" he smiles.
"Kiss me." Jason's eyes meet mine and i give in, our lips crash together like a storm created by the ocean.
"Open your eyes baby girl." he cups my hands with his.
"Sorry, i was just, ugh i ordered you a coffee, no milk just how you liked it." Stunned he points at the coffee.
"For you, i'd kill." he takes my hand and i do a little twirl.
All my emotions bubble up and i drift off to sleep not knowing what my next step will be...
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The Last One |complete|
Mystery / ThrillerBell suffers from memory loss and in the winds there is a stalker on the rise once more. Notes are gifted to make her aware of his presence. What will happen when she starts filling in the spaces that was forgotten before. Will she overcome her Dem...
