Love me again? (COMPLETED)

Chappie 9

WARNING! Self Harm included!

Chappie 9-

It's been about 2 days since I saw Louis. Apparently,I won't be seeing the boys till next week. Yeah. I know.

Anyway, right now I was in my bathroom. On the floor. With a razor to comfort me. I was looking over the new trends and tweets on twitter. My legs were crossed, and the razor... Was ready.

I saw a couple tweets that caught my eye. All retweeted like a million times. All loved. Actually, not a couple tweets. More like a couple hundred.

I am more than happy to name a few...

'Sexy_Sierra: Ew. @miranda_gurl123 is a mess. A horror. Probably had sex with like 299 guys. Probably has done it for a SANDWICH! Actually, a klondike bar! Or a stray pebble! Hahahah!'

'MistyMissy1234567: Louis is my fuck buddy not hers. Omg, shes sooooo gross. Louis DID say that they were just a 'thing'. He said they weren't together, either. Also he said, "Dating her? In her dreams. She tried paying me $1.00 to bang me!" Ew.'

And sure enough, she was right.

'LouisTomlinsonOfficial: Ew, her? C'mon guys. I'm dating El! Not that ugly barf. We were just a thing! Dating her?!? In her dreams. Ewwwww... Luv ya El! @EleanorJCalder'

I read the tweet over and over, hoping my contacts were failing. Was I delusional? Nope. People were reciting what he said.

I took the red razor, And firmly placed it in my hand. I found an un-covered area, and slid the razor through my skin. I created fresh new blood.

I made more than a couple cuts, and decided I was fed up.

'@miranda_gurl123: She paints a pretty picture, but this story has a twist. Her paintbrush is her razor and her canvas is her wrist. She paints a pretty picture, in a color that's blood red. While using her sharp paintbrush, she finally ends up dead. Her pretty pictures fading, quite slowly on her arm. Her bloods not racing through her, she can no longer do harm.'

Not that it'd do anything.

I checked more hate. Damn, it was flooding all over twitter!

'Mylieee_Kylieee: LOL. Fugly Fag.. Pays Louis!!! Ew. D. I. S. G. U. S. T. E. D. Just... Ew.... Kill your self!! Cut, now. Deep! Agh.'

'Louis'_Louis123: AHAHHA thinks she has a fuckin chance with Louis! OMG LAUGHING! :,D'

I checked some more, cutting deeper and deeper into my skin. I soon created a deep crimson color.

I texted my bestie, Anna.

'Hey, Hey, Ann! Wazzzup?' I typed.

'Yoyo, Mir. Nothin, jus at Josh's house! :)'

'Oh, well I got hate Bad.'

'Idc. Idc any longer. It feels like your pushing your problems at me, expecting me to make them better. Well, I cant! So, it's done. Goodbye!' Anna textd.

'But-'

Your chat has been disconnected.

Damn, my best friend no longer cares. She hates me, too! Just like the rest of the school has all my life. And of course, don't forget the hates on twitter.

Not a cliff hanger. But, eh. Hope y'all enjoyed! Chappie 10 tomorrow. :)

-Megan