07, thoughts and feelings.

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(I'm back guys! Haven't been posting alot  😭, pagod ako sa school, but I'm back now!)

taeyangs pov.

maybe he was nice guy after all.

i still hate him though. (plot twist he's in denial)

we had a conversation that took for an hour.

intak stood up, and so did I. 

"well, i have to go now." he said. he was about to walk away until i grabbed his arm. 

he looked at me, and i looked back at him. it took me a second to realize what happened. 

choi taeyang you idiot, why did you grab his arm?! 

"ah sorry— i didn't mean to do that." i said, letting go of his arm. 

he had a smile on his face, and turned around and left. 

i felt like i was more calm than earlier. once he left, i felt these unusual feelings that just lingered in my heart.

i was walking back to my house, then i felt my phone vibrate.

"hm?" i opened up my phone, to see a notification from intak.

Intak: Hey. Just checking up on you.

Taeyang: Leave me alone.

as i arrived in the house, my dad wasn't there, and that's good. i can finally relax and have the house to myself.

maybe he was out gambling, having sex with women, drinking, who knows? im not interested in that stuff anyways.

i dont know how i feel right now, nor the emotions i felt earlier with intak.

man, i might have emotional problems. 

i sighed, and looked at my phone, as if something would pop up, like a notification, or call, or even a message from someone.

"what am i even doing?" i layed down on my bed and closed my eyes, turning into a deep sleep.

hours passed, and i woke up again. 

i groaned and checked my phone. it was 3 pm. 

i saw that intak had sent me some messages.

Intak: hey, sorry for earlier.

Intak: wanna maybe go out again, if you want to talk?

Intak: i know you don't want to but.. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

ill just worry about his text message later.. i dont feel like talking to him right now.

Message from Unknown Number.

Unknown Number: Hi! It's me, your potato boy, SOUL 😎!!

i smiled at the message and chuckled.

i changed his contact number into "Potato Boy" it sounded cute to me that he'd give himself that nickname, i liked it.

Taeyang: alright potato boy, how are you?

Potato Boy: im alright, what's up? :3

Taeyang: idk man, i just get these terrible feelings when im with this certain person.

Potato Boy: you must either like them or hate their gut ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Taeyang: I guess I hate their gut.

Potato boy: you sure it's not the other one?

i stared at the message in disgust, and shook my head. im sure i don't like him.

Taeyang: ...

maybe i should stay away from him more.. maybe this would stop happening if i just.. stay away from him for a while. right..?

Potato Boy: im joking! (not)

i was preventing myself to see intaks messages, but I eventually gave up. the boredom ate me so what else can I do?

"fuck it, ill see his messages."

i opened up his dm and responded.

Taeyang: No thanks, I have other plans to do than hang out with you. Go be with your other friends.

intaks pov.

i stared at the text, knowing something was probably up with him. i mean, through text, it kinda sounded a little blunt.

Intak: Something wrong?

Intak: Is someone bothering you again?

Intak: Are you alright?

i should probably stop before he gets mad at me. but these overflowing questions came in my head.

Taeyang: No, nothing is alright, let's not talk for a while.

Taeyang: Please.

oh wow, so he doesn't really wanting me talking to him..

Intak: Alright.

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