Come back !

Losing hope

Vee pov

After mark saw me kiss ploy I never saw him again even thought I ask all his friends they would tell me where he is after a few months his friends tell me he went to Japan after 1 week later when he saw me ex my ex
I feel so guilty knowing I saw tear in mark eye .........

I try to call him but it see like he block me I try so many time but he won't answer and you know I ask his friends about him they always tell me he is find and during good will I want to fled so I can go meet him at Japan but I can't I got doctors practice you know I ask my parents I want to go to Japan but they said no my parents said even thought you love someone so much does mean you have to give up every thing for them my parents tell me to finish my study than I can go after I finish my doctor degree
I try to call him everyday but he won't answer and you know after few months later I ask his friends how was mark doing there and what they took me by surprise because they tell me mark block all of them I know mark love his friends group so much but he also leave this friends group Chet too what happened to him I know if nothing happened he won't block them right ... maybe he found new boyfriend that why he block them no no no no that can't happened I know mark love me so much he can't cheat on me right ..... but I think of good side maybe he just need time to be alone after what I did to him but after that day I try to call him but he block me too I ask all my friends and they said he block them too whatttttttt

I try to call him every day but no ring though his phone I try to call him everyday but after a years he still block me I thought after a few months he would unblock me but no after a years he still block me I losing hope maybe he found someone new for real I cry my self every day I call him everyday and night but he won't answer when I know he won't answer i start to tear I know why .. after 1 or 2 years he don't answer my call so I losing hope I try to start busy my self by doing doctor practice
Maybe I solid stop waiting for mark to come back here maybe I would start dieting someone new I go on blind dating with cute girl or boy but they don't feel like mark I feel disappointed in myself you know I know I did a mistake bu kiss my ex but I wanna to bring back the time but you know we can't bring back the time you know no one can mark don't even call or miss me

I let you go mark I let you go ........ tear fall

Guys I try to finish this book as soon as possible before my school start so sorry if I make mistakes in writing or if it not make sense... also I don't check my writing because I try to finish soon as possible..... hehe my bad