-Jungkook POV-
Me and Tae have been together for four years, since 8th grade, and I don't know how to tell him that when we graduate I'm leaving for America. He always talks about wanting to go to university together, but I got accepted into Standford. I can't pass up a chance to study abroad at a very big university. Even though I'll miss him it's what's best for me, I'm sure he'll understand. I plan to tell him tonight since he's coming over after school.
I got up and got dressed in my usual blue jeans and white shirt. I put on my shoes and headed off to school. I got to school and went over to Tae's locker and hugged his waist.
"Hey Kookie."-TH
"Hey baby, excited for tonight?"-JK
"Yep, for the first time in months I'll be able to fall asleep cuddling the one I love most."-TH
"What did I do to deserve you?"-JK
"Being you. And how about when we're in college we save up and get an apartment together. That way we can live together, and even if we don't have the same classes we can see each other after school."-TH
"You have so many plans for us in college don't you?"-JK
"Yep! And it's amazing we both got accepted into Seoul University."-TH
"Yeah, but I mean there are more opportunities out there."-JK
"Even if that's the case we're both going to Seoul right? I mean think about how hard it would be to be apart for four years."-TH
"We could manage."-JK
"Are you having second thoughts about Seoul?"-TH
"No of course not, I just wanted to make sure you were still on board with it. I know you got accepted into many other school."-JK
"I'd rather be at Seoul with you than anywhere else in the world."-TH
And as he says that, here I am knowing I'm not going to Seoul. He's gonna hate me when I tell him. We walked to class and sat in our seats together. He held my hand and smiled happily.
"Can we have fairy lights in our room?"-TH
"You can decorate it however you want baby."-JK
"Yeah but you'll be living there too, we should decorate together."-TH
"We'll do all that when time comes."-JK
"Okay, I'm gonna love having you as a roommate."-TH
"But wouldn't it be better if you could room with Jimin, that way we would have a reason to dramatically hug each other when we see each other?"-JK
"If we room together then we won't disturb anyone when we have sex."-TH
"I guess you're right."-JK
"I know I'm right honey."-TH
Class soon started. I just wanna try to talk us being roommates out of him so that when I tell him we won't be he won't be so crushed. Don't get me wrong I do love him, a lot, but I wanna be able to live my life and have opportunities instead of being tied to a university I only applied to because of my boyfriend. I still don't know yet if I'll break up with him tonight, I know I should so he can live his life without being tied down to me while I'm gone for four years, but I know it'll break his heart if I end things with him. As if sensing my troubling, Tae put his hand on my thigh and scooted closer to me. I don't deserve him.
When class ended we walked to our next one. He held my hand tightly and happily walked with me. He soon spoke up though.
"What's wrong Kookie?"-TH
"What do you mean?"-JK
"I've know you since third grade, I know when somethings bothering you. It's how I figured out you liked me."-TH
"What would you think about me going to Standford?"-JK
"Well since we've already made the plans to go to Seoul together I'd be pretty upset. Then I'd be more upset when I realized we'd have to break up because I'm not gonna be tied down to someone who's in a different country when I could be living my best college life. But it's not like you're actually going to Standford so it doesn't matter, right?"-TH
"Right, it doesn't matter."-JK
He really won't be happy when I tell him that I'm going to Standford. Maybe I should just go to Seoul with him so I don't lose someone I love. But I don't wanna go to Seoul. Why can he just come to Standford with me? But if being with him means losing an opportunity to better my life in the future then maybe we aren't meant to last.
After school we went back to my house and went up to my room. He laid us down on my bed and cuddled up to me. This might be the last time that I'll be able to hold him close so I made sure to hold him as close as possible. I pecked his lips and hugged him tightly.
"I accepted an offer from a college last night."-JK
"I know, we both accepted the offer to Seoul."-TH
"Actually I declined Seouls offer."-JK
"What? But we're supposed to be going together. Is the one you accepted close by at least?"-TH
"I accepted the offer to Standford."-JK
"So you're going to be in another country for four years. What about all the plans we had for college, and after college?"-TH
"We can still be together forever baby, but I've gotta go where I want to go."-JK
"I'm sorry but I'm not just be waiting here like a lovesick fool for four years. If I can't enjoy college with you then I'll just have to enjoy it without you. I'm sorry but we should break up."-TH
"I understand, maybe when I come back we'll be able to pick up from here."-JK
"Yeah, if we both haven't met someone else by then. Four years is a long time."-TH
"I know, just please don't get married and have ten children within that time."-JK
"I won't."-TH
"And don't have sex with anyone else."-JK
"That's not fair, I'm a human with needs babe."-TH
"I know but I hate the idea of someone else touching you. Only I can touch you."-JK
"Not anymore, we're not together anymore."-TH
-After Graduation-
Todays the day I leave. We were loading my things into the car to take to the airport. I really miss Tae, I haven't even left yet and I miss him so much. As if sensing that, Tae showed up. I went over to him and hugged him.
"Hey Kookie."-TH
"Hey Tae, why're you here?"-JK
"I had to say goodbye. I'm gonna miss you."-TH
"I'll miss you too Tae."-JK
He looked up at me and pulled me in, kissing me deeply. I kissed back and held onto him. It felt wonderful to be kissing him after weeks. Eventually we pulled away and said our goodbyes before I got into the car. Once I was in the car I waved at Tae before my mom started driving. I'm gonna miss Tae so much.
To Be Continued...
