The Unspoken Words

Love is

For me;

Love is looking at you laughing at my attempt of spelling ad hoc

or at my poor attempts of hiding from you,

Love is hearing you talk about football even when I have no clue what you're saying,

Love is joking around with you doing dumbs things in games,

Love is going out to dinner at places I've never been, heck even as simple as dinner in your room,

Love is watching your list of must watch movies with you, on weekends,

Love is just everything that would allow me to see you smile, hear you laugh, feel your warm touch,

For me love is just being near you and loved by you.

But love is also;

Those arguments that we had because of our differences,

The insecurities I felt when I don't feel like I wasn't enough,

The tears I shed when you try to guide be to be the adult that I should be,

The jealousy I felt when I imagined you happy with someone else,

Love is when despite all these 'bad' things that happened,

For some reasons even, when you make me feel sad or insecure

It only makes me love you even more.

I swear to god this is true.

For better or for worse, I love you from the deepest part of my heart.

You've made me feel the things I've never felt,

You've made me do things I've never would've done.

So my dear love, let's spend decades together

And if possible, forever.