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I'm sorry..(Tommy Angst)

This will be angst.Tommy angst.I see that Tommy angst is a common thing in angst stories so why not?

TW:Self-harm,Suicide,Sensitive words

Phil:30

Technoblade:19

Wilbur:16

Tommy:10

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Tommy POV:

I can hear my brother fighting with dad again.It's something normal these days,he always gets in trouble and they end up arguing.If I would be him,I would just shut up!

When they fight,I always end up in the bathroom,crying.Sometimes I would get a panic attack or I would just panic all of a sudden at every move they would do.And sometimes I would end up in the bathroom with a razor in my hand,shaking with blood all over my wrists.

These voices!They are annoying me!Always telling me what I have done wrong and what i'm not.What I deserve and what I don't.In the end I'll end up dead anyways,so why not speed up the process?(Don't harm yourself or try to commit suicide,talk to somebody you can trust,about it.Maybe they could help you with what your going through.)

Go on,end it all.

No your not real.You have no control over me.

But just thinck about it.Wouldn't your family be better without you?They didn't care enough to celebrate your birthday or even say "Happy Birthday".That is how much they hate you.

Your wrong!They love me,they always did!Your trying to make me thinck otherwise!

You will be free if you just end it all.

No.This is my final choice.

Fine,but you will see I'm right.

Yeah,yeah.Shut up.

I get up and clean my wrists and the razor.After i clean it I throw it away in the bin.I get the aid thing and wrap bandages around the cuts so that my sweater won't get bloody.I pull down the sleves when I'm done and I get out of my room(The bathroom was next to his room).

I don't see anyone fighting anymore.The only one in the kitchen was Technoblade,my older brother.He's probably getting a snack or something to eat i guess.I walk to the fridge and get something to drink.My coke.My cold coke.I pick it up and go back in my room.After a few minutes i hear a knock on my door,so i go and open it just to see my other older brother,Wilbur.He was looking at me,just looking."Can i come in?"I heard him ask that,and my brain was like 'No,don't let him in Tommy,he'll start being annoying.'I shook my head to get that tought out."Sure,i don't mind,just don't touch anything."He nods as he comes inside and sits on my bed.

Wilbur POV:

I made it in his room.I wanted to talk to him about the fight me and Phil had maybe he could give me some kind of advice or maybe to say what he would thinck i should do about it?And ask if he was ok."Tommy about that fight..I know it's stupid.But Phil is overeacting over little things!I just got a detention and he's like 'Why did you do?Are you cheating on some test?Have you got into a fight?What did you do?Are you hurt?'I'm not a child!It's stupid!I need an opinion on this Tommy.Please be honest with me,I won't be mad at any answer you will give me."He looked confused,he was only 10 years old.He couldn't understand that really well."Should I apologise?Should I keep pissing him off?That would be funny.Should I-"I got cut off by his answer."You should apologise and never do it again,if you do Phil will be mad at you again.."I was kinda shooked at the answer.Tommy was a kid,but right now he sound like an adult."Alright,thanks for sharing your opinion.Also,are you okay?Many times when Phil and I are fighting your having a panic attack.Are you okay now?"He seemed uncomfortable with this question"Yes,I'm fine.I'm okay."I hug him and he hugs back.After a few minutes i break the hug,get up and leave the room."Thank you."I said inside my mind.

Now the hard part.Say sorry to Phil.I go into the living room and i see Phil watching TV.I walk to him and sit down."Phil,I'm sorry.I will not do it again.Can you forgive me?"He looks at me and sighs."I forgive you,mate.Everythings okay,don't worry."We we're hugging at the moment,it felt nice.

Tommy POV:

I was watching Phil and Wilbur hug.I wanted one but I knew i couldn't get one..

See?They don't like you.

They do,they are just having an wholesome moment.

I bet they wouldn't let you hug them,your just a disgusting thing to them.

No,I'm not!Just shut up!

I run up to Techno's room.Maybe he can give me a hug!I open the door and see Technoblade writing something."What do you want,Tommy?"He sounded pissed.I don't knowed why."Can i get a hug?"I said silently."Tommy I'm busy go ask dad or Wilbur."I leave his room and go back in my room.

They hate you.Phil is hugging Wilbur,and Technoblade is too busy.They don't like you.Just end it,they wouldn't care.

That was the first time i listened to it..I grab the rope i had in my drawer for a long time to end it.I grab a chair,grab the rope,puted it around my neck and in that moment

I jumped.

I was having a slow death,but soon everything went black.Nothing to worry,nothing to care about.I was free,like my voice said.I was happy for the first and last time in my life.I loved this moment.

Wilbur POV:

I had a weird felling.I could feel it in my body.I let go of Philza and knock on Tommy's door to make sure he's okay.No answer."Tommy?Are you in there?Can i come in?"No answer.I was getting really worried.Tommy was never this quiet.I open the door slowly in case he was sleeping but I saw another thing.Something horrifing.Tommy was hanging from a rope.I run up to him and get him down,he wasn't breathing.It seemed like he had done it a few minutes ago,and it worked.He was dead.He really was.I could not believe this..

His family and his two friends,Tubbo and Ranboo,showed up to his funeral along with his parents.His family was really sorry for not making him feel loved..

R.I.P
TommyInnit Minecraft
2012-2022
He was a loyal friend and brother.He'll be remembered by his close ones.

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Did you liked this????This is the longest story for now!!!I was really excited to write this!

This took 1242 words!

This was really nice :)
I saw that Technoblade died on 30 June and i know it,i was really sad that he died.But i'll make stories so that we can remember the Blood God,now and forever as long as we will live.He'll be remembered by his friends,family and fans.My condolences go to his family.
"NOT EVEN CLOSE BABY!TECHNOBLADE NEVER DIES!TECHNOBLADE NEVER DIES!NEVER QUESTION ME AGAIN CHAT!"

This is one of the famous quotes he said,and the one that most of us will remember.Rest in peace,Alexender and fly high.Good job in defeating god up there.