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part 1

"you know i have never really liked titles." said christina.
"really how come?"repiled grace.
"well they're just wrong to me. i feel as if labeling something is just uneccesary."said christina while pondering out the window. grace dident answer which made christina turn her head and look at grace who was silently holding a pastel pink book in her hand.after a while she finnaly spoke "then why do we label ourselfs." christina looked down at the steaming tea held inbetween her hands with a dissapointed look she said " Honey no one knows that anwer." grace looked as if dissapointment had shot her in the face. "Je vais me coucher"(im going to bed)christina knew that because thats how they met.they met in a highschool french class. christina waited till grace was up the stairs and the door was shut. christina had started to cry slower than faster she had gotten tears on her book. "merde(damn it)emotions always ruining a good book"she sat her tea in the fridge and left the book open. left to dry on the counter top and proceded upstairs to her room.as she entered her room she gretted her bunny rosemary. "bonjour rosemary" she was a solid black bunny with an off white rose on the top of her nose. she walked toward the mirrior and began to undress into her pjs when she suddenly stoped and looked in the mirrior. she was judging herself."look at those bones their hideous your just another anorexic freak nobody wants to see your collorbones" she was a tiny girl with long curly blonde hair and beautiful light grey eyes. she had started to cry over everything one of the reasons is that she misses her mom.shes dead and her fathers in jail for it. she maybe was crying a little to loud when grace had opend the door and said. "are you okay" "fine why" "well your crying loud and its 4 in the morning" "oh its nothing im fine" "whatever" grace had always known what to do in this situation."i will be back with tea and your journal"christina looked at grace with hope but quickly faded. grace came back with two cups of tea and a beautiful mint green journal with gold and white flowers on the front. "so what are we talking about why are you crying so loud." grace had asked with a sigh. "well" said christina with a dreaded look on her face. "well what?"was the only thing christina heard before she violently burst into tears. grace dashed towards christina with arms open to find a very boney hug.christina pushed grace off of her and stood up. as christina stood up she began to lift her shirt up to reveal a anorexic body with scars all down her arms and thighs. grace has known that she did cut but never knew how much.grace stood up and said with a shaky voice."im sorry if i have ever hurt you and im sorry for not being there when you needed me most." "you know not everything can remian the way people want without breaking at some point" said christina falling to the floor with tears in her eyes "CHRISTINA"grace yelled after her.They were both on the floor "why would she do this?" "what di-" there was a knock on the door.Grace stood up and wiped her tears from her eyes.As she stood up she looked around christinas room to find empty pill bottles."her anti-depressents" grace spoke in a quiet shocked voice.She heard the knock agian she finnaly
fumbled down the stairs toward a white wooded door.She could see a figure of a man through the window.She reached for the door but quickly pulled back the finnaly opened it.It was christinas ex jayden standing at the door frame.He was drunk and looking for christina."were is my love?" jayden said with a slurred voice."why would you care?"grace said ignoring the fact that he is drunk out of his mind."well i need a place to crash and i know she will have sex with me so." "umm exuse me its one thing for you to be able to sleep here but sleeping with my best friend is not okay"grace was furious with jayden.she has never liked him even before him and christina started dateing."well can i stay here?"jayden was stumbleing even while standing. "whatever the couch is yours i guess" "yeah..."jayden said while stumbeling throught the door "ugh"grace said rolling her eyes "hey speaking of christina where is she?" "why do you care where she is?" "i just want to talk to her" "shes busy right now" "whats your problem with me?" "oh dont even start it with me okay jayden if you want to know whats wrong with me then listen.I HATE YOU BECAUSE YOU LOVED SOMEONE ELSE LIKE CHRISTINA WANTED TO BE LOVED."grace was furious at jayden and was screaming her head off at him."I know i have made few mistakes but that was a long time ago" jayden said while rubbing his head."fine you want to see her go ahead."grace said while gestering him towards the stairs."okay"jayden had said while stareing into the blackness at the top of the stairs. "follow me"grace said with her arms crossed while staring at the floor. as she walked towards the stairs jayden had followed.she opened christinas door and steped back to let jayden see through.jaydens eyes were wide his mouth droped to the floor "what the hell happend?." "you happend" grace said in a shaky voice."what did i do" "you shatterd her heart for th- you know what nevermind." grace said shaking the tears away from her burning eyes."what" jayden said removing a tear from his cheeks."get out" grace said with a deep breath."what why"jayden said standing up "JUST GET OUT"grace screamed.jayden obeyed and left slaming the door behind him.As soon as she hears the door slam she slides down the wall and crys for who knows how long. she finnaly got up and walked towards christinas desk and sat down in her chair.she reached for her journal and opend a page she titled it untitled.then she got up book in hand walked towards christina,and laid the open book on her chest folded her arms on the book.and then left the room. there was a note at the bottom of the page that said.i love you and please dont worry your in your happy place now.