Not so Human [1] (poly!xoc)

[5]

{Control}

"Dear Besties,

Im fucked.

So incredibly fucked and so alone. It's not your fault. Things happened and I can't be around. I can't say exactly why incase someone else get their hands on this note but think about it and you could guess. I'm dangerous to be around until I gain control. Victoria had me and got revenge I guess. The cabin is on quilete land so I'm no longer allowed in my home. You both are welcome to it any time as long as your human. I've been cast out.

Anyways I didn't want to hurt either of you but I won't be gone forever. You've been the best friends I could ever ask for and I hope you forgive me when we meet again. I still have my phone but it died before I was kicked out and I didn't have enough time to charge it. I'll call you as soon as I can.

I checked the Cullen house and it's bare. They left and I feel terrible that I have to do the same even if it is only temporary. I'm really sorry. It hurts so fucking bad and I think you both are feeling the same way. I really need a hug but you know... i might eat you. Somehow my transition is different than the others. I'll tell you about it more when I can.

Keep yourselves safe, fed and try to be happy. Live your lives and someday soon we will find them and get even.

I miss you guys so much already but please promise me you will take care of each other. Please? I will be back as soon as I can and I'll call everyday if I can.

Until we meet again,

Tali

Frankie'

Leo read the note over and over as the days passed. His messages didn't get responded to so he assumed her phone was still dead. Alice never answered his emails and then they stopped delivering.

Bella had shut him out. He had hope that she would get out of her shell after a while but inside he's hurting just as much if not more than she is. He lost his soulmate and his soul sister. Bella lost her mate and her obsession. There's a difference. She sits in her window and stares at the spot she and Edward left through the night he abandoned her while their father worries non stop.

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Natalie has driven around for 2 months and 3 weeks. She stops at hotels to sleep every few days and to hunt some of the overpopulated animals in the area's she's in. She noticed that she can stay awake longer than humans but still needs to sleep every once in a while. Her feeding is different too. She can live off of human food just as long as she sustains a little bit of blood a week.

On the 3 month mark of being gone, Natalie had entered a bar hoping to get some fries and a burger. Perhaps she could sit near an outlet and charge her phone again.

A man got into a knife fight behind the bar she resided in. A few guys stabbed him for walking in on something, causing the smell of fresh human blood to waft into her senses and her throat burned. She sped to the man after the attacker ran and drained him dry.

While on her blood high she unstably decided she wanted more. She slowly lost control but promised herself to stay grounded as much as possible. Thankfully her phone was charged enough to make a call as she stumbled away.

"Leo? Leo I need help. Distract me. I can't have more."

"What are you talking about Frankie? What's going on?"

"I fed. I couldn't stop myself. Distract me."

Long story short, he couldn't. Her phone died mid story and she lost control. She continues her little talks with Leo and exchanges texts every other day but she never tells him about her diet.

One night she's in a night club in a short dress slowly getting wasted on blood and alcohol. She was between two people, making her feeding on the man less noticeable with their dancing. The woman sees the blood trail down the man's neck and begins to scream but before she could Natalie grabs her, pulls her to the alley and goes straight for the throat. The woman continues to blabber and try and get away as if she was going to die and Natalie snapped. Grabbing the woman by her shoulders and getting in her face she demanded, "GOD DAMN IT JUST SHUT UP AND STAY STILL."

The woman quiets down immediately and monotonously mutters "I'll be quiet." Confused and hungry Natalie goes back to drinking until the woman is close to passing out; more from the alcohol and pain than the blood loss.

Looking at the womans face Natalie frowned. After thinking for a few moments a lightbulb appeared above her head. 'She listened! Maybe it's a gift? Like Jas-' She cut the thought off quickly and looked back at the bleeding woman.

"Forget about this... Some perv followed you out when you came to puke and bit you." She said looking into the woman eyes. Her pupils dilated. "Some perv bit me." She breathed shakily. "Sleep." The woman crumbled down the wall and passed out. Natalie thought about walking away and leaving her there but then she realized that wasn't a good idea and not something her human self would have done. She rolled her eyes and grabbed the woman's phone out of her purse, scoffing when there was no password. It was convenient but stupid. The vampire scrolled through her recent texted and raised her brows at some of the tea she was spilling. Something about Jace sleeping with Veronica and then Veronica sleeping with Jace's brother. Whatever she shouldn't have seen that anyways. She opened a group chat labeled "Girls Night out!" and seen the texts were dated up until an hour ago and that the woman she drank from came with 3 other girls.

"Had 2 puke :(

perv is out here can I get sum1 hlp plz

bk alley"

She texted after getting her lazy texting style down. The vampire sighed and put the phone back and jumped up on the roof watching for people. Not even 2 minutes later 2 girls peaked out the door and then walked out. "Stacy?" They heard a groan and followed it to the girl. "oh em gee are you okay? What happened. Let's go home for the night okay? Kadence left already with Jace."

'Oh? I wonder if it's the same Jace from the text. Leo will love this.'

She didn't get the chance to text Leo before her world went black. She wasn't unconscious. She was awake but everything was literally black.

Her mind was running miles per minute and it felt like hours before everything came back to her. Everything was fuzzy but she gasped taking in as much air as she can. Her eyes darted around the room until they stopped at a familiar face.

"Carlisle?"

A/N

Continues in "The End of Octavia Nicoli.'