i dont want to lose control
i don't want to fail
spining out of air somthing busting out my chest
drouding in my depression and anitye
i cant expresss who i am
i hate myt slef even tho i try not to
trying every day to become the person everyone wants me to be
some times i think im flying then im falling out of the clods
theres nothing i can do any more
i should just fucking die
no would care no one would miss me so why not
