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So I have heard of autism but never really thought about it till now.
One of my friend's said they think they might be autistic in which, I searched up signs of autism.
And now I'm questioning it myself.
No, I'm not trying to copy them in any way shape or form.

I just wanted to see the symptoms and well.. The ones highlighted in red are things that often happen to me.

I avoid eye contact with anybody unless I'm forced to

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I avoid eye contact with anybody unless I'm forced to. Mainly family wise is the only ppl I don't avoid it as much but everybody else is an avoid eye contact unless I really trust them.

Smiling wise, I have found myself in little space moments which often are my giggly child moments, though they're rare those are the only moments I really smile frequently. Wholesome acts and just kindness makes me smile.
Though if anybody smiles at me and if I'm not wearing a mask I'm often faking a smile, but if I am I just look back over to them, might wave and go back to what I was doing. All the while not smiling.. So yeah.. 😅

Repetitive movement, I'll often tap my fingers repeatedly, and move my foot side to side when my leg is crossed over each other. (I keep doing it right now but I do it alot)
I'm unsure if it's mainly from social anxiety cause I know that if anything I most definitely have social anxiety.
To the point I do shake from it. And the repeated movements.

I'm unsure for the quiet part. I'm a naturally very quiet person, and an introvert so I don't talk much at all. I normally let people talk before me but I will try to spike up a conversation, depending on my mood. Though even then, I'm very quiet even around friends.

So yeah, I also would've highlighted the name part but I have those spaced out moments that cut me off from stuff around me. So I didn't know if I should even count that since I normally respond anyways.

Um yeah, so if any of my irl friends see this or anybody who actually have autism think this might be me having autism just please comment it!
Then to any of my irl friends, do I come off as an autistic person? I really don't know.. :')

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