mephone4 one shots

somebody else

who really is mephone if he doesn't know himself

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mephone sat by a palm tree a jar of cookies next to him and him munching down a chocolate chip cookie , the past few days haven't been the best he let the contestants rest for now they thought its obviously because he doesn't have any challenge ideas but thats the least reason why its been a few days ever since the last challenge normally he would host a challenge every 2-4 days but its been 6 almost 7 days ever since mephone ate the last bit of the chocolate chip cookie and grabbed another one from the jar of cookies and munched down on it

the meeple product had been overthinking for the past few days now especially after ball point pen review

'you can't do this forever'

the words repeated itself over and over again in mephone's mind he ate the last bit of the chocolate chip cookie and took another one and started eating it

mephone hated those line of words it bugged his mind for days seemingly to never end even during challenges it annoyed mephone so much he had to put up a fake personality so anyone doesn't get suspicious

not only that had been bugging his mind for days

things

well

..bad things

had been bugging the meeple product mind

well ever since mepad & toilet did some mining challenge making the contestant gather buch of gemory gems that made mephone all the memories he swore he blocked it all out those memories haunted mephone for months to no end even now and mephone hated it he hates it he doesn't want to remember all those stupid bad memories but he can't bare to remove his memories again for some reasons , the meeple product finished eating his cookie and took another one from the jar and started eating on it again

and because of that he remembers.. that..day.. the day his brother mephone4s gave up his body for him to continue the show due to mephone dying falling off from the cliff drowning— kind of from the water below that memory haunted the meeple product for years to no end that memory pains mephone the most he HATES it he absolutely HATES that memory it was too painful for the meeple product but yet he can't bare to remove it from his memories just like what he did before he can't force himself to no matter what no matter how much he wants to

he just

can't

mephone finished eating the cookie and took another one and so on

ever since 4s gave up his body for his brother , sometimes at mephone's lowest mephone stand infront of a mirror and question himself

'who really am i..?'

i mean yea he's "mephone4" but who really is he? he's trapped in mephone4s body his brother body' the one he gave up for him 'am i 4s..?' mephone questioned himself 'wait no obviously im not thats a stupid question..' the meeple product thought , questions like these always flooded the game show host mind i mean he is IN mephone4s body so does that make him mephone4s..? probably not but what if..? the meeple product immediately snapped out of his mind and took the jar of cookies and held it tight to his chest as he kept munching down on cookies to try to prevent him from overthinking again

but of course

it never works

mephone remember it when he was at his room and stared at a mirror , he swiped his screen revealing a screen with a black dark sunglasses...like mephone4s... he 'tried' or 'attempted' to act like mephone4s to at least 'try' to 'communicate' with his brother..as if it would even work and he knew that.. and yet he still done it

mephone started to doubt himself

is he really mephone4 , the cocky , fat slob he calls himself?

is he the cocky stupid game show host that everyone knew?

is he mephone4s..? i mean he is in 4s body after all?

the mephone4 everyone knew , mephone4's personality.. well.. not his.. well he thinks its not his , he remembers back when he was still under his father— well steve cobs care he remembers watching reality tv show and one of the show hosts was his idol so of course like any other kid would do he copied his personality to 'try' to be more like the game show host and ever since then thats been mephone4's personality thats all

right

god all of this thinking is driving mephone crazy he doesn't want to think about this anymore

i mean

if he just took some random game show host personality

then who really is he?

is he the mephone4 everyone knew?

or is he just some thing that doesn't know who they really are so they copied another person personality?

is he mephone4?

who really is he??

questions on who he really is flooded the meeple product mind , mephone gripped the jar of cookies in his hand , why can't he choose , who really is he , WHY DOESN'T HE KNOW WHO HE IS?? "SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP" mephone begged and placed both of his hand on his face as tears started to form on his screen this was getting too much it was too overwhelming he doesn't know who he is , the stupid cocky fat slob reality show host everyone knew doesn't even know who he is mephone gripped the jar of cookies and stood up and threw the jar of cookies on the ground

the jar of cookies hitted a rock and smashed into pieces , mephone breathed heavily tears on his eyes he just want this to end he doesn't want to think about it anymore everything a mess now too much is happening he just want to rest he wants to relax he doesn't want to think of any of this anymore he placed both of his hands on his screen and fell next to the palm tree he was sitting on and sat he lifted his knees up to his chest and hugged it tight and cried he just wants to rest he just want some time without thinking of anything right now its too much to handle he just wants to rest he just want to know who he really is hes so tired hes so goddamn tired he just want to rest

the meeple product sobbed and sobbed as buch of thoughts well bad thoughts flooded his minds making him unable to think straight everything is a blur he feels like he's not in the world anymore he feels like he's disconnected from everything why can't he know himself just like any other people like his contestants? why doesn't he even know HIMSELF? tears flooded the meeple product eyes as he sobbed and cried

he just wants to rest