Mr. Beirsack... I love you

chapter 6

"Where the hell are you at!!!" Mom screamed on the other end of the line. "Uhh, I'm at..." fuck, where eltse could I be other than doing illegal things with my teacher?!

"Im at my friends house... Taylors house." I mutter. "Oh my god. You have friends?! You are grounded. Come home now." I hung up on her after that. What a fucking bitch!!

"Holy fuck I am so sorry. I don't know how to make it up to you." Andy looks down at his feet. "No its fine. You have my number and email. Text me please." I say the ln walk out the door.

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I stand at the front door of my house. I turn the knob slowly and tiptoe in. Trying not to get moms attention. In sted I see something worse in the house.

"Dad!! What are you doing?!" He paused from making out with a blonde chick. "No! I can explain!" He slurred. "No you man whore! I know moms a bitch but how could you?!" I scream. Tears puddle down my face.

Mom and dad are always fighting but I have never seen one of the cheat. I ran up to my room. I slammed and locked the door. I collapsed on my bed and texted mom about what happened. The texted Andy about it.

I sat on my bed and cryied. For the longest time. Dad hasn't came up to see me.

I went out my door to go to the bathroom and looked in a drawer where mom keeps her pills. They won't hurt me. They'll just make me sleep or be happy. Right? Do I took them and grabbed the razor blade. Just a few cuts won't hurt.

I made 5 cuts along my wrist. I didn't go too deep. I went back to bed and listened to my music. My vision got blurry soon. Then I fell in a deep sleep.

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Bang bang bang! My eyes shot open. "(Y/n)! Let me in!" My mom yelled. I opened the door. "Are you Ok? You look pale and your eyes are red." Oh shit the pills... "yeah.. been crying." I say. My voice sounds funny.

I think I'm actually high on those pills. "Your dads gone. He's never coming back." I start to cry again. "I don't think I ever loved him. I always keep him for you." "You hate me. You yell at me all the time." She frowns.

"I don't hate you. And I'm sorry for yelling. Now that your dads gone. We have a new start." She grins. Am I dreaming? "I love you. And your not grounded any more." She smiles. "I've never seen you smile that  much."

"Where does Taylor live?" Ohhhh shit. "Not far." I hope. "Ok. Now get your homework done." Dang tomorrow is Monday already?

When she leaves I check my phone.

Andy: I'm sorry

Me: its fine everything worked out. Mom said I'm not grounded anymore and dad left.

Andy: that's good. I'm sorry your dad left :( but I got a big surprise tomorrow baby ;)

Me: hehe, can't wait.

Andy: goodnight.
Me: goodnight.

I wonder what Andy will have for me. He's so sweet, sexy, and fucking hot. I don't even know what to do around him. To me he's the only thing that loves me.