Mr. Beirsack... I love you

chapter 20

Andy takes the handcuffs and blind fold off of me. We looked in each others eyes for a while when he finally spoke. "That was amazing. Maybe we could do it again sometime?" He asks. "Yeah I would love to do that again."

We look at each other in the eyes. He runs his long fingers through my hair. I curl up in a ball and shove my face in his chest. Breathing in his scent. "I love you." I say into his chest, listening to his heart beat. "I love you too (y/n)" I smile like and idiot at those words.

"um, I better get home. see you tomorrow." "bye." he waves I wave back as I zip my pants up.

when I  get home mom was on the sofa with all the lights off. it was creepy because she was staring at the floor. she didn't say anything to me. I sat down beside her staring at her for about 10 seconds. "so.. whats up?" "im pregnant." she mumbles. "oh my god. dose Jerry know?" I say Devastated. "no, he doesn't like kids. he'll either break up with me or.."  oh hell no. shes not going to say what I think shes going to say. "or your going to be an orphan."

"how could you make that a fucking option?! some mother you are!" i scream with tears steaming down my face. I storm to my room. my mom wants to disown me. I stare in the mirror all my thoughts taking over me. I punched the mirror screaming. looking at my bloody fist with shards of glass sticking out.i picked the glass out of my fist. im so fucking stupid and im tired of feeling like this. like im not wanted, nobody loves me, except Andy.

I packed a few cloths and walk out the door. "where are you going?" my mom yells "to my friend."

when I get to Andys house I told him that I needed some mental help. he told me I could talk to him so i told him absolutely everything. I buried my face in his lap as he brushed his fingers across my hurt fist. "(y/n), stay with me. I will help you with your problems. and give you what you need." I sat up and gave him an confused look. "how would that work?" "I will adopt  you. But you wont be my daughter. well I mean to other people yes but for me no. and when your 18. we can stop pretending." I smile "Andy your so smart." "i know." he teases. "lets get a shower.