Since forever

Everything changed

Aria

I do miss him.
He was my best friend but how could we become this different? I mean yea it was a year ago but we had a connection that I never had with my friends now. I hope he's happy in his new school because since he moved we haven't got any chance to talk which is unusual for us. I'm not sure if I can say that I loved him because I didn't knew what it means, I still don't really know I had a few boyfriends but I never felt special or loved around them no one ever made me fell like Chase did. He looked after me and treated me different I felt safe with him. He stayed up for me when someone made fun of me, he even choose me as his princess in kindergarten because he said no one else should dance with me.

But I don't want to think about that because the only thing that comes into my mind is that he could have a girlfriend and treat someone else like he used to do. I haven't told any of my friends about Chase because I know my friends, they would want me to contact him but I know I can't after everything that happened he didn't want to contact me either so I don't mind. Chase left a year ago, we begged his dad  not to move but it was important since he got a better job and he couldn't stay around his ex wife. Chase's parents divorced a few months ago so they thought it's best if they leave the country. I hope I'll forget about him one day.

Chase

I do miss her.
I hate how things have changed between me and Aria. But I know that she went on because I moved away a year ago. I tried to text her but she don't answer me which made me insecure, I guess I have to get over her even tho I don't want to. She was my best friend and my childhood crush. I miss her sometimes but I know that I have to move forward. I started to hang out with my friends more often to get my mind off her I started dating a girl her name is Alison I do like her but not the same way I liked Aria or still like Aria. It's complicated. Alison is hot and really beautiful but I can't really talk to her about my feelings and about what's happening. Not in the way Aria talked to me. While my parents gotta divorce and I moved with my dad Aria was the only person who was there for me in this hard time, she stayed over to watch movies or play video games she did everything with me just so I  don't have to listen to my parents arguments. When they fought late at night and I cried, Aria was there and told me : "Chase trust me it will get over its not your fault", and she hugged me until we fell asleep. Ever time they fought I imagined Aria with me. When I told Alison about my parents she just said she was sorry, in this moment I wished Aria was there especially last week, my dad told me we're moving again in a few weeks. This time to our old town. I was kinda exited because of Aria I hope she don't have a boyfriend or a crush, because that would destroy me. I couldn't help it I was jealous by the thought of her and another boy. I know that no one would take care of her like I did, I could never trust a guy who is with her. That reminds me of Alison I have to break up with her eminently. I don't want to move and leave a girlfriend -that I don't love -behind me.

*Alison*

Hey babe what's up 🥰
*Me*

Ali we need to talk...
*Alison*

What's up?
*Me*

We need to break up I'm moving to my hometown in a couple of weeks
*Alison*

Are u serious u break up over text can't we meet up?
*Me*

Fine meet me at 6 at my house

After I texted her I knew it was a bad idea to talk I know she will hook up with me to make up for it, this is how she apologise every time. She's hot and I'm just a guy. I convinced myself  that it would be the last time .
When she arrived she came straight up to my room, closed the door and took off her coat. She was completely naked underneath which shocked me at fist but I couldn't resist but to have sex with her. When we finished she asked: " is it okay if I stay here tonight I had a fight with my parents". I agreed but I knew I had to find a way to break up with her.

Aria

Today is definitely the best day of the year. I heard that Chase is coming back with his dad. My dad gave his dad a job interview and he got excepted. At first I couldn't believe it but now I'm so excited. My dad and I wanted to surprise them and help them move they stuff back. I made sure to look extra good I went shopping and bought a bunch of stuff. When we got on the road I wanted to call him but since it's a surprise I had to wait until we see each other. I couldn't stop thinking about him. I couldn't wait I had to dm him.

*Me*

Heyy haven't heard bout u in a while how are things going?
*Chase*

Hi who are you?
*Me*

Aria don't you remember me?
*Chase*

Aria? Sorry I don't know you

I couldn't believe my eyes, don't he fucking know me after one year? What happened to him? I felt sick after that , all the overthinking about him was a waste of time. I didn't reply to him, if he don't even know who I am. Everything I felt for him turned into anger ,how could he?
-Later-
We finally arrived. I wasn't going to talk to Chase. I was welcomed by his dad who was completely surprised about our visit but also happy that he got some help. We came in and ate dinner it felt good to catch up on things with Chase's dad I liked him back then he is a good father to Chase, well he was way better than his mom she was kind of a teenager stuck into a adult body. I think it's better that they don't live together. It was a hard time for Chase. While we ate dinner Mark ( dad from Chase) talked about our friendship he told me that chase wanted to visit us a few months ago. But mark couldn't drive him because of work. It was strange first he wants to visit us and than he don't even know me what a jerk. After dinner mark showed us our rooms I liked it. We had to stay two days until they've packed everything. I wanted to ask him about Chase but I didn't, mark told me that his room is across from mine. It was a bit strange that I haven't seen Chase all day maybe he didn't want to see me which I understood it's been a year and he moved on so should I. It was 1 a.m already and still I couldn't sleep so I decided to go downstairs and get some water. When I opened my door I almost fell back in shock, it was Chase he looked different he was taller, muscular and really handsome. But behind him was a beautiful girl who was naked. Yes. NAKED! I knew it. He has a girlfriend. I wanted to talk to him but instand I closed my door again and felt like crying. He gently knocked on my door, I don't think I should let him in after he did what he did with his girlfriend. After he said : "Aria let me in we need to talk", I did let him in. He came in and sat beside me which made me nervous. He said that he tried to dm me but I never replied, I told him that I never got a message from him which wondered him. I said " Why do you even care u acted like you don't even know me". He looked surprised " I don't know what you're talking about " he looked so generous that I was about to believe him. I showed him the text he send me but he said he'd never send it. He looked me in my eyes and said: "I could never forget you, you know that". I felt my heart beating uncontrollably. I saw that he was kinda nervous too because he started to blush. He leaned into me and was about to kiss me when his girlfriend came in and said: " babe why is it taking so long, wanna second round"? He just said: "right I'm coming", he whispered "sorry about that" and left. I wasn't sure what to think about he just confused me. I guess I'll figure it out tomorrow or whenever I will have time to talk with him ALONE.