Since forever

The worst timing

Chase

There is so much going on in my life right now. I don't know what to do. Aria came out of nowhere back into my life, I hate the fact that she know about Alison. I was about to break up with her but as always I couldn't, and even worst Aria had to see us together after we had sex. I don't want to know what she thinks about me right now we haven't got the chance to talk since Alison interrupted us on purpose. She is a good girl but I knew the moment I layered my eyes on her that she is nothing competed to Aria. Ali wears a lot of make up and gets her hair done almost every week while Aria on the other side is just herself. She looks cute and kinda messy but in a hot way. Now I know for sure that I need to break up with Ali ASAP!!!

Alison

What did I just saw? Chase, MY Chase with another girl? I thought I was blind or dreaming but I wasn't. He was talking to her like they know each other since forever. It felt just like  they're in love since forever. I got him out of  there and confronted him, but the only thing that came out his mouth was:"Aria is an old friend don't worry babe", I believed him because she's really different compared to me. He just fell in bed and slept while I was NAKED normally he couldn't resist watching me this way but something was wrong I knew that. Maybe I'm just overthinking this and he loves me otherwise he wouldn't invite me over right?

Aria

Well things aren't going as I thought they would. Chase and I couldn't talk for more than 2 seconds alone,  his girlfriend is clinging on him like an annoying monkey. I wanted to tell him that his mom left him something before she moved into another country but I never got the chance since he was busy packing and dealing with his girlfriend. I helped my dad and mark so this can finally end . I can't stand this situation with Chase right now I want to be home but I have to go through this, I hope he knows how he makes me feel around  his girlfriend. I started to ignore him because there was no point in talking to him we aren't friends anymore. Time has passed and everything changed it feels like  it's this way since forever. He didn't even noticed that I stopped talking to him but why should he care when he can have Alison right? I can't be jealous and miserable forever I have to move on and this time without Chase on my side. We packed up a lot of stuff today and got them ready to go because dad and I will leave tomorrow morning to our hometown. Mark told us that we should all go to the movies since we worked all day. I wasn't in the mood for a movie but when I heard that Chase will join us I accepted it I didn't want to see him but I have to give him what his mom left for him. I got ready and waited outside for the rest to finish, when I saw Chase coming alone I wanted to talk to him but he was on the phone and guess who he was talking to... exactly ALISON. I stopped trying. I stoped talking and I didn't want to go out anymore. I told dad that I feel sick and wished him and mark a good time, while I ran up to my room and started to pack my things as well. I had to figure out how to give him the message from his mom without talking to him. I guess we'll see tomorrow...

Chase

I think I messed things up between me and Aria. She's kinda avoiding me, every time when I'm near her she disappears or pretend to talk with someone on the phone. It might be because of Ali I feel like a total jerk. I got her something when I heard that we would move back I bought her a bracelet that looked just like the one she made for me when we where kids. I thought about giving it to her but I completely messed it up. After packing my stuff I talked to Ali in my room without anyone else hearing us. I told her that I can't do this anymore and I have to break up with her but she was kinda upset about it. She said:" your acting different since that girl came here what dose she mean to you and please be honest with me", after she said that I realised how strong my feelings towards Aria are. I had to tell her the truth" I'm really sorry Ali but I do have some feelings for her and I can't ignore them", she then started to cry and confessed that she loved me so much that she has to let me go. I didn't knew what to say so I hugged her and in that moment Aria walked in I could see how her mood instantly switched she wanted to tell me something but when she saw me with Ali she excused herself and left. Why did she has to come in the worst situations? I walked Ali out and continued packing my stuff and loading it into the car of Aria's dad. Later we'll go out the the movies and I really hope I can talk to Aria and clear things up. But her dad told me that she won't come , I suggested to stay at home with her because I don't want her to be alone that was my chance to talk with her alone and explain myself.

Aria

I thought I won't see Chase till tomorrow but he showed up in my room and wanted to talk. I took my chance and explained myself first" Chase I'm sorry that I disturbed you and your girlfriend earlier, I just wanted to say that.." he then stoped me and said that they broke up. I felt sorry for Chase but I have to admit that my heart started to freak out. Did he broke up because of me? I wanted to get my chance but he took it first and kissed me. Oh boy was he a good kisser. I didn't want it to end but when he started to touch my waist I fell goosebumps all over my body. He asked me if I ever had sex with someone, I said no and he just smirked and said" good girl I don't want anyone else to touch you" this words made me forget every thing I hated about him he was so much more attractive when he took of his T-Shirt. He came close to me and whispered" don't worry I try to be gentle" I smiled at him and took off my shirt too I didn't knew if I was sure about that but it is everything I wanted.He is everything I wanted. He continued kissing me and it felt unreal his hair smells so damn good and his lips are really soft. I love this. This feelings. This guy. He went forward and kissed my neck and went downward to my belly and when he reached my inner thigh I let out a moan it felt really good. He slowly removes my underwear and I looked him in his eyes and felt a wave of heat going through my hole body. He went on and took the rest of his clothes off. When he revealed what's underneath his shorts I was stunned for a moment because it was huge. He realised it and said " don't worry I'll try to control myself it won't hurt" it kinda helped that he was telling me this things because if relived me to hear that. He then slowly started to touch me while putting ✨him✨ in, I had to moan loud and he put his hand around my mouth and said" don't wake the neighbours we haven't started yet" he was so hot while saying that. I tried to be quiet but it was impossible ✨he✨ was really huge and it felt really good. I moaned his name I think he liked it because after that he stared to moan too. I couldn't held it in anymore I was about to finish but he didn't let me he said" you will come when I want you to" I started to beg him because I couldn't control myself any longer. He then agreed and we had the best moment together. When we finished we showered together and I fell asleep in his arms.

Chase

I can't believe what just happened. I had the best sex in my life with Aria. I couldn't believe it. She trusted me with her virginity and I won't make her regret it. I'm sure now I do love her, the way she look at me drives me crazy. We endet up cuddling together and she fell asleep on my chest sh looked so gorgeous and pretty. I kissed her forehead and slept in peace. In the morning I looked at Aria while she slept, the only thing I could think of is that Aria and her dad will leave today and I don't know how I stay here without her. I put a strand of her hair behind her ear to look at her beautiful face but that woke her up she opened her bright brown/green eyes and looked straight into my eyes I got a bit nervous but she smiled at me and said" you're blushing Chase" I bet that was the way she said my way reminded me of last night. I leaned in to kiss her but bevor I could she looked at me with a worried expression. I asked her if everything is okay she then started to laugh and said gotcha. I hated the way she teased me every time but she then kissed me which made it up for it. She really knows how to get me. We got up and packed the last few things in the car. Aria told me that she has to talk to me I thought it was about making us official but I couldn't believe that she was about to drop a bomb on me. She told me that I got a letter from my mom and she had it since I left. She didn't gave it to me it was a letter where my mom told me that she was sorry and she wanted to end her life. She wrote me down an address it's the house of my moms best friend. I had to go there and see mom and she needs to explain to me what she means. I can't believe that Aria would keep something so important from me all this time. I was raging mad at her she knew I could have the chance to talk to my mom and she didn't let it happen. I was happy that she'll leave because I couldn't stand seeing her when I look at her I don't feel the heat from her eyes I see only a girl who lied to me about my mom. I didn't want to see her ever again she broke my trust and I'll never gonna trust her again she's the only person I wouldn't think would do that. I yelled at her when she told me that I kinda overreacted because she stared to cry. She said" I'm sorry but I didn't know how to tell you, how could I know what it was" I started to throw things around the room and scream at her she cried and ran out the room. But how can she blame me it was still her fault that I didn't know about my moms situation she moved away and wanted to end her live. She asked her dad to leave earlier and they packed they things and left. I needed time to think about everything. Hopefully I'll have a clear mind when we turn back to our hometown.