waiting for tomorrow

i like being alone but i hate being lonely

As every usual day at school , XX layed down in the contryarde and brang up a book from her bag , its one of John Green books named Looking For Alaska . She opened it and started reading slowly to understand each word , she ended the first chapter and by watching the clock she realized that it's to early so she continued the second chapter .
And in a suddent moment , she heared foot steps beside her , she tought probibly its someone walking by but those foot steps become near and by rooling her eyes she saw Mario , the boy from the music class . She wandred the purpose of his coming because she never spoke with one of her classmates speacially Boyzz .
He sit beside her with no word , both of them listening the to rymthe of silence and after thinking and rethinking she said :
Please may i help you ?
- no thanks i just want to talk thats all .
-To talk ? Thats all ? This cute boy want to talk with me hahahahahahaha maybe he confused me with another hotty girl from the school i'am sur he is , she said in a quite voice so he can't hear her
- so can we talk?
- to be honest i'am not your..
- you are not what? The type of girls i usually talk with ? The type of girls i usually date ? The type of girls i usually hang out with.
-no don't missunderstand me no one came to me to talk since a year so , you know , your coming is weird and maybe its just a prunk or you just want to make fun of me so you have something to talk about with your popular girls
-see i hate poeple for judging someone without knowing any think about him , i never had the purpose to hurt someone , i just want to talk , i want to know you , you are always alone , quite  you have to talk and make friends
-i'am the type of person who enjoys being alone , i like to walk home alone listening to my music , i like to stay home alone Friday nights , i just like quite and time to myself. But i don't like being alone for a long time , i don't being alone long enough for the bad thoughts to take over , i guess what i like to say is i like being alone but i hate being lonley..