NCT New Member (A NCT Spanking story)

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Trigger Warning: Eating disorder, harmful thoughts??

Yeri was currently STILL staying with 127 minus Mark and Haechan. She had been there for almost a month and missed dream more and more. She didn't understand why she couldn't just go back to their dorms even though they were already back. Her manager insisted that she stayed with 127 because dream was about to leave for their concert anyway, and were performing songs they sung before she even joined the group. This made Yeri feel insecure about herself.

"Maybe my manager doesn't want me to travel with dream because I'm ugly and fat" Yeri said to herself. She was going back to that exact mentality that her members had worked so hard to get rid of, trying desperately to prove to herself that she was perfect just that way she was. She was so zoned out that she didn't even notice that Taeyong had walked in the room.

"YERI" Taeyong yelled for what must have been the 5th time.

"Oh hey! What's up?" she said finally out of a daze.

"I've been calling you name for the past minute! Are you alright?" he asked

"Yeah. Yeah I'm fine. Bored, but fine" Yeri answered.

"Well, Yuta, Jaehyun, and I were going to go and get a bite to eat. Do you want to go with us?" Taeyong inquired.

Great they had to pick something that requires eating  she thought.

"No I think I'll stay here, and watch a new show on Netflix or something" she finally answered.

"Are you sure?" he asked as she had been begging them to go out  for the past days.

"Yeah I'm sure. I'm pretty tired anyways" she came up with quickly.

"Alright get some sleep then bubs" he said giving her forehead a quick kiss.

"Don't worry I will" she smiled.

Since NCT 127 schedule was busy and a lot of times Yeri was home by herself and was able to go without eating. She was becoming unhealthy and obsessive over her weight. She was becoming smaller and skinnier and her members started to take notice.

"Hyung she really doesn't look good" Haechan told Doyoung. He was very worried about the girl and he knew that she was so self-conscious about what other people, specifically her fans, thought about her.

"I know. Do you know where she is now?" Doyoung asked "I'm going to try to talk to her."

"I pretty sure she practicing in one of the dance rooms." Haechan said.

"Again how many times does she need to practice this dance." Doyoung said bewildered.

"You know her. She always wants to be perfect." Haechan responded. 

"Yeah your right" he agreed "All right I'll call you later and let you know what happens"

"Thanks hyung" Haechan said as he ended the facetime.

(TIME SKIP)

After minutes of searching Doyoung as well as Johnny (who he decided to tag along to offer support for Doyoung) finally found that small girl working sweating in one of the practice rooms.

"Yeri, what are you doing practicing this late? It's time to come back to the dorms." Doyoung said as he shut of the music.

"I will in a few minutes" Yeri said making her way to the stereo to try to turn the music back on.