Emotionless

I was a child now I am am adult.

I was hurt and disappointed as a child.

So I decided to turn my emotion off.

No more will I endure pain I said.

No more will I cry myself to sleep.

No more feeling like a lost sheep.

Emotionless was the characteristic I embraced.

I decided if I didn't care life would be easier to endure.

I was nonchalant and secure.

Cold hearted and empowered.

I felt untouchable and high as a tower!

I had a wall around me no one was getting in.

Emotionless no feelings.

It was easier that way.

To not care what others had to say.

Never letting anyone see me.

Instead they seen an emotionless woman.

I once care to much, I once felt.

But honestly it's not easy it was an act.

Being emotionless who am I kidding.

I am human and we all have feeling.

We all want love and joy.

We do care no matter how much we try and hide it.

I care, I feel what is real.

Liberating to be able to express what I feel.

Pretending to be this careless person.

I was hurting myself not fully living.

I was in my own world.

A cold world, because an emotionless world does not exists.

If it did we would all take that way out.

Without a doubt, no tears from the stout.

Emotionless is not the route.

We are humans with emotion.

We feel the wind so we have feelings.

No more pretending I'm emotionless.