It's A Long Way Home, My Dear《A Tofuudiger FF》

saying goodbye [chapter 1]

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》Joe's P.O.V.《

I embraced the boy close, holding him with all my might, but not enough strength that I would hurt the fragile boy.

I loved him too much.

I didn't want to let go. His small torso wrapped tightly around mine, with the scent of his cologne lingering in the air, and the shampoo he used to cleanse himself. He tried to act so manly around me, even if he was the smallest thing ever.

Man, I was in love with a midget.

Despite the tears and weaps coming from the throut of the two of us, I chuckled lightly. The boy was so small compared to me, and it made me smile so hugely.

His smile lit my world.

I couldn't say goodbye. Not yet. It's only been two weeks since we have finally met back up, and it would kill me to have to let him go for another half a year.

I was losing that precious, gentle, touch he always had. The touch I loved.

I felt him start to tremble gently, as he sobbed violently into my shoulder, drowning the sleeve quicker then the moment I met him.

I need him to stay.

I need him to stay and hold me close, to tell me things would be alright, and that I ment the world to him.

Oh Zack. What have you done to me. B'cause quite frequently, I haven't been able to function without the feeling of him there beside me.

I constantly drowned my sorrows on myself, wanting the touch of his fingertips to trace along the bare skin of my back, or the bare skin of my chest, whilst sleeping soundly next to him.

I loved how warm he always was.

"Flight now boarding. Passengers, in a filed manner, please make your way to the plane. Thank you for flying Virgin, enjoy your flight."

Frick.

It was time for Zack to go. I started to tremble, and I walked him as close as I could, without breaking down once more. I hugged him tighter then before, as he did so to me.

Not only was my best friend leaving me, but the love of my life as well.

"Joe, I can't do this. I'll catch the next flight home. I want to stay here with you. I love you."

Zack was killing me inside.

I shook my head, words would be stuttered if I chose to speak right then.

"But Joe, I can't go..." Zack murmured.

"It's a long way home, my dear." I replied.

And that was it.

With that, Zack kissed me one last time, deeper and more passionate then usual. He hugged me quickly and was off. I watched him disappear into the terminals of the airport.

He was actually gone.

I started to break down, tears streaming hugely down my pale cheeks, as I placed myself down on a bench, to catch my breath.

My voice started to get shakey, and it cracked more often then usual. I calmed myself down in a long twenty minutes, then made my way back out to where I had parked my car.

This is not goodbye my love, its 'until next time'.

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A/N

This was just a little teaser :) hope you enjoyed :)

See you next week!

-hannah may