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Part 5

Wills POV:

I opened my eyes to find a bright room. Had I died? I shut my eyes tight and made a small noise. When I opened them back up, I saw my brother and my mom. "A-am I d-dead?" I asked. "No sweetie your at the hospital." My mom said looking at me with sad eyes. I looked around to see Jonathan's sad eyes ass well, when it hit me. The recollection of what I had done. "How long have I been asleep?" I asked sitting up. "About 6 hours.." Jonathan said, still with unhappy pitting eyes. I was still so groggy. "Sweetheart the doctors said you had barley eaten anything and well..." my mom said. "What?" I said, probably looking confused. Jonathan looked away and mom just looked down. "You where diagnosed with Major Depressive Disorder, also known as clinical depression. I just looked away. I could look at anyone, I was to embarrassed. "Honey it's nothing to be ashamed of.. lots of people have it.." my mom said. "You'll have to go to therapy but you'll get better will.." my brother said with a sad smile. I folded my arms and quickly realized that my cuts where all bandaged. My mom must have caught the panic in my eye because she then said, "Hey, hon it ok, it going to be ok." I sighed. "Your friends are waiting to see you will, do you want me to send them in?" Jonathon asked. "Oh uhm yeah.. sure I guess. Do you think maybe.. I could get a uhm long sleeve hospital gown?" I said a little scared to face my friends. "Wills Theres nothing to be ashamed of, all your friend know what happened." I just look away. When he left my room I wrapped the blanket my mom had brought me around my shoulder and arms trying to hide my open and scarred wounds.

Mikes POV:

"Hey guys.. wills up, you guys can come see him." I stood straight up, I had made sure to not to fall asleep so I wouldn't miss him being awake. I wanted to be the first person of the party he saw. I decided to be nice though and wake up the party first. Well truthfully I had know idea what to say to will and the party being there was a lot better. All though I still did HAVE to be first! I basically sprinted to his room with the party following behind me. I was ecstatic to see him, especially since I thought I had just lost him. I opened the door too see will sitting up with a blanket wrapped around him where I saw him cutting. Poor will, I should have said something. I then saw Joyce sitting in a chair next to him holding his hand and smiling. When he looked over me and him locked eyes. I have him a relieved smile and smiled back, but not a fake smile like the others, a real smile. I ran over and hugged tightly not wanting to let go, just like the day in the hospital when will was rescued from the upside down. Soon all the party members came and we created a dog lol on will. "Boys be careful!" Joyce scolded us as we got off of him. He was still smiling, but sadness washed over the room as we all remembered.

Wills had tried to kill himself.

Everyone in the room just kind of stood there as wills started nervously picking his fingernails. He had been doing that since the first day of kinder garden when ever he was nervous. I really wanted to be alone with him, but as much as I wanted him all to myself I knew I had to share him with the rest of the party. 🙄 I then ran to the waiting room to grab something.

Wills POV:

Mike left, I was sad honestly but maybe he had better things to do. The rest of the party made small talk, though I was growing impatient waiting for mike to come back. Had he really just not cared? My thoughts where interrupted when mike came running in holding some of my drawings. a string of Christmas lights, and some thumb tack. "I wanted to make your hospital room feel kind of homey!" Mike said all excitedly. "Here everyone take a picture and a thumb tack and hang it up on the walls. Be carful with the drawings though!" Mike said to the party, passing  out drawing and a thumb tack to all the party members. He then started hanging a Christmas light on the wall, as a light hearted joke. I smiled lovingly at mike extremely happy the accusations I had about mike where wrong, and that he did care. "Oh! And one more thing!" Mike said running out of the room and coming back in record time. He was holding the radio me and jonathon listendes too, with the mix tape jonathon made me. Oh my god this boy was amazing. He quickly put in the mixtape and the song "Should I stay or should I go" came on first.

Mikes POV:

The whole party was dancing as wills sat in bed nodding his head laughing like crazy. I then realized how much I missed will, and his perfect laugh and perfect face. I must have been staring for too long because the song went had changed and will was just staring back at me with him wide doe eyes.

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Omg i loved making this part!! It's not as long as the others but the next one is juicy and extremely Byler lol. Also I messed up the ending, it was supposed to end in wills point of view but I just randomly started writing in mikes point of view lol so that's why both there POVS are so short! -Author🫶🏻