When Love Takes Over (Mesut Özil, Mats Hummels, Thomas Müller)

Chapter 16

Mandy Capristo.

That was the name of the other girl.

I suppose it was now apparent that Mesut and I were apart.

Mats had become my shoulder to cry on.

I loved Brazil, but I hated myself, which made the world seem grey.

Everything was bad. I missed him.

I never knew why he just abandoned me, though.

I sat in the hotel, and began to wonder why I was even in Brazil.

Now that Mesut and I were nothing, and I wasn't sure what Mats and I were, everything just seemed pointless.

It was instant. I began to pack my bag without another thought.

I texted Mesut, I thought it would only be fair.

Me: I know that we're not together anymore but, I need you to know that I'm sorry for whatever made you cheat on me. I love you and I think a piece of me always will. So forgive me, I guess. I'm leaving Brazil, I'm going to get the next flight back to Berlin. Goodbye.

I paused and called Mats.

"Hi" I said meekly.

"Hey, what's up?" He said with instant charm.

"I can't be here anymore, I'm so sorry, I just need to go home and think about everything."

"Wow okay, can I at least help you with finding a flight or drive you to the airport." He said sounding confused and sad.

"I can manage. I'll see you in Berlin, soon?"

"Yes of course. I love you." He said.

This scared me, the last phrase.

"Goodbye." I knew I couldn't say it back because it would be a lie.

My flight left at 6 pm and it was already 3 pm. I called a cab and prepared for the trip home.

A/N: Hey guys! Sorry for the wait but yeah, this is the chapter. I chose the song Afraid by Lana Del Rey because I feel it's very similar to the mindset of Nicole. I'll try to get another up soon! Enjoy! xx