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just a morning

It was a Wednesday  morning  6:52
I had a while till school started  I  layed there quietly grabbing the pot of pringles from my  floor shit I  thought I told myself  I needed to stop eating  I was getting  to fat I finally  agreed to my head and threw them away k I said let's get ready  for school  I said throwing  on my jumper and trousers  pulling down my sleeves  to hide the scars.

I walked  in my form room suddenly I felt  a paper ball hit my head it was a not and h/n was looking  at me I had the biggest  crush on h/n I opened the note "meet me in the science room at lunch" I blushed and turned to smile at him but h/n friend threw another  note at me not again I sighed they do this every day giving me deaf notes I walked  up and threw it in the bin I put my airpods  in and listened to some music whilst reading  a book,a s3x scene  came on and I squeeze my thighs together 
"Hey y/n we all know what ur thinking" h/n said putting his hand on my thigh

I shook it was the bell h/n smirked at me "let's go darling "grabbing  my hand h/n led me  to the science room locking the door behind  him he pushed me onto  a table kissing  me h/n tugs on my shirt to pull it off  shit it hit me my scars "wait! H/n " but it was to late he stopped and stood up "wth y/n what is this!" I cried as he put his jumper on me pulling me in by the waist "hey y/n pls don't do this picking up my jumper  and putting  it in my bag "how about we go get food?" H/n said smilling at me "uh nty I'm not really  hungry "I said fighting  my hunger come on I thought ur so fat no one will like u ,
"Y/n Ik what ur doing u need to eat "