Your Secret is safe with Me [On Hold]

Part 12

He rests his right hand on my waist while his other hand is placed on top of my head.

"I'm really curious about your collections.", he whispered.

Do you know what's funny?

It's the fact I know to myself... that I also want us to use my collection. After what happened with the rope? Oh ghad, I can't help fantasizing things.

Is it that bad?

I bit my lower lip as Raphael continue to stare at me. His soft eyes landed on. my lips. I watch as his Adams apple moves.

He then licked his lower lip. Oh, those luscious lips. Why do I have this urge to nibble it?

Fuck, what the heck Sammy? He's Raphael for Pete's sake! He's like a brother to you!

But still... not your real brother. A voice inside my head argued.

"Kiddo.", he said with a low voice, catching my attention.

My eyes went back to his light brown eyes. He smirked.

Ghad, he caught me staring at his lips!

"Raphael .. stop this! Let go of me.", I said and tried to wriggle his hand off me but he held me tighter and pulled me closer to him which made me squeal.

"I can't.", he said.

"What do you mean you can't? Stop messing with me, okay?", I whispered and glanced at Kevin's door.

It's just a few meters away from us! What if he wakes up?! What if he opens the door and finds us?

Why does this feel like we're doing something illegal?

"You heard me. I can't stop. I'm trying but I can't."

I looked at him.

"Raphael.", I said with a warning tone. "Stop this or I'll tell Kevin."

"You won't.", he said and grinned.

WHAT THE HELL?

It took me a second or two before I say, "This is wrong."

"How is it wrong?"

"You're like a big brother to me."

It feels like I hit a big nerve.

His brows furrowed as he stare at me. Then he loosened his grip on my waist.

He took a step back and said, "Yeah. I forgot that. Sorry, kiddo."

He shook his head as if he was disappointed in himself.

Those were his last words before he left. He went back to their room and closed the door.

It is the right thing to do, right?

But why do I feel like I did something wrong? Why do I want to take back what I said?

Arghhhh! This is killing me! Raphael is killing me!