Partners in Crime

Wilting

Forget what you've heard in the stories about what heartbreak feels like. It's not getting your heart ripped out or like being punched in the gut. It's like a wilting flower. It feels like part of your heart kinda just died. It leaves you wondering why your heart is still beating. Why isn't everything around you dying like you feel your heart is. The only capability your mouth has is to let out broken sobs. What also hurts too is realizing that you wouldn't see that person drive up the road anymore. They wouldn't take you to the basketball game and hold you in their arms and kiss you. They wouldn't call you late at night to tell you they love you, that's what really killed me. It was that I didn't treasure my last moment and now I'll never have it again. So my heart was not wilting flower my heart was a wilting memory.

My ex-boyfriend is Dylan Smith. He's got good
looks and a winning personality. So basically he's a money maker. He's got chestnut brown hair that's in a modern pompadour. If you don't know what that is it's the cute little swirl of hair that bend back, Kinda like having your bang pinned back. Dylan has heart shaped face and small forehead. He also has those dark brown eyes that look like they could protect you from anything and destroy any threat. I was really in love with those. Moving on, he has very bushy eyebrows that I had to pluck all the time to keep in order. Then those lips, those were my second favorite part of him.( mainly because I liked to kiss them so much ) Dylan had full lips that were soft pink, they got red when they were cold. But when you kissed them they were surprisingly cold. Kinda like ice coffee, looks warm taste cold. He's 6'0 and I'm 5'7 so I was always on my tiptoes when I kissed him. He always wear a typical boy outfit, jeans, tennis shoes, t-shirt, and hoodie. Typical right? Well he didn't look typical in it, he looked like a super model. The shirt hugged him in all the right places and he usually had on something dark because it matched his eyes. His hoodie was just a dark grey zipp up jacket with two white strings and a hood. Still he rocked that too, the faded out jeans and the black nike's he wear everyday made him have a look that said "I don't care" and that only made him more attractive. Every girl in the school was falling over him everyone was surprised when he chose me, heck I was astonished! We became like a package deal, you get Dylan you get me, you get me you get Dylan. I guess you could say I was popular with Dylan but I'm sure I was envied by many girls. He was also very polite. In Fact he was polite, kind, serious, and careful. He was like my antidote because I'm a crazy person. Oh and did I mention his skin? That's my third favorite part of his body, he's got smooth tan skin that looks like he's been to Florida instead of Pennsylvania. And his abs are very sexy indeed, rock hard and attractive. Gosh I'm a creep.