MINE EVER

CHAPTER -05

I woke up in a state of daze. I can't fathom how I feel, or how I should react to the fact that today is my wedding day. I'm useless, numb, weak, helpless. And that's only to name a few. I just want to scream at the top of my lungs and let all my frustration out.

Oh God, I'm actually getting married. They'll drag me if they have to and he's threats have taken a toll on me, he scares the living hell out of me. I know not to defy him.I've given up. He wins, he always gets what he wants and this time is no different. Stopping him is beyond my power, beyond anyone's power. He can break me in half with just a glare. It took all the strength in me to stand to him yesterday, and he still got me to submit quickly.

God, why can't he be normal? Why couldn't he just ask me to go on a date like a normal man? He can hold me against my will all he wants, but I will never stop resenting him for it. This marriage is a sham, a hoax. It's revolting, immoral, degenerate.

I roll around in the bed and glance over the bedside table to see a note on it. I sit up, my back against the headboard, and pick it up to read the content. It's from louis : 'Be good for me today, my love. For today, you'll be forever mine.'Is he trying to pour salt into the wound? Does he deliberately want to hurt me? It's already bad enough that I'm actually going through with this, I don't need a reminder of what's to come.I humph, pulling the sheets over me, hoping I can fall asleep again.

It's six AM at the moment, meaning I should be up already but I don't want to. The bedroom door creaks as I hear muffled voices on the other side, making me snap my head to see who it might be.

"Good morning." I softly greet them, sitting up on the bed. Rose places a cup of coffee and a plate of toast covered in honey and butter in front of me. "Thank you." I reply to the kind gesture and take a sip of the coffee. I look up and they're all stood staring at me whilst smiling. Did I miss something?"Is something wrong?" I ask them, swallowing my coffee and raising my eyebrows.

"No, dear, nothing's wrong. You're just glowing." Elena compliments, practically bursting with joy. My cheeks heat up as I look down to the food. Why can't I be normal and accept a compliment? "How are you feeling today? It's the big day." She chirps, clapping her hands excitingly."I'm okay. A little sleepy though." | confess, moving some of my hair from my face.

"I'm okay. A little sleepy though." I confess, moving some of my hair from my face."Well you better shake it off, we leave to the venue in an hour and there's a lot to do. We can't afford to be late." She states, pulling me up from the bed.Wait, the food."B-But, my food." I say, extending my hand to the plate as they drag me away.

"Don't worry, we'll get you something to eat." Katherine chuckles and shakes her head, draping her arm over my shoulder.After taking a shower and packing everything needed, we migrate to the kitchen to eat a divine breakfast. I've never had anything like it before.

Next, we headed down to the venue where the wedding was going to happen. I was informed the wedding starts at three PM and right now, it's twelve PM so I think there's still time. Although, the others beg to differ.

I don't know if I mentioned this, but I asked katherine and Elena to be my bridesmaids, aside from Rose my maid of honour. As for louis I'm guessing Stephen, Nichole he's best'friend of louis and his cousin Sam , i think even Sam and Stephen still had a rival things on the incidence but They're the closest to him but who knows.If I'm being honest, I kind of secluded myself from a lot of things 'wedding' related. I tried my best to get it off my mind but no matter how hard I tried, it was happening. It is happening."It's time to start getting you ready.

" Katherine ushers me to sit as various women I don't know, circle me.To spare you the details, I've spent hours on that chair. It's because of my hair, it's too long and took hours to style. As for makeup, they kept it to a minimum all while enhancing my features, they focused on my eyes and my lips. My hair was styled in a beautiful updo with little white flowers in it. After did everyone leaves now I'm alone in the room.