Inexorable Girl [Exo Fanfic]

IG: You're good at nothing

Jung Yoshie's ~

"Why hate my friends? Did you forgot that they're american like you? Talking to them like that is like describing yourself too. This is Seoul Korea and I don't know any rules banning me from playing with them."

Sandy's face got super red! See? She's embarrassed! How dare she talk to my friends like that?

"Atleast I'm not dirty and as ugly as you are" she snapped back.

"But I'm luckier that I wasnt you. You're such a good for nothing, spoiled, ugly ass girl wearing make up that makes you look like a monster. Do you really think makeup suits you? Well no. Stop being like that."

She just made my inner beast go out. I can hear my friends laughing their ass off. She deserve those words being thrown at her. Can I just throw daggers at her? She's really getting into my nerves.

She ran away from us without looking back or without saying a word.

"You da man Yoshie!"
Scott high-fived me. Why am I so childish? I'm already 18 but I always get silly. But nah, I don't really mind.

"You guys continue to play. I'll just go home. I lost my urge to play."

And with that, I walked away from them. Sandy just ruined my day.

The moment I reached the house of the elder's, I tiptoed towards my room so that no one will notice me.

I entered my room wearing a poker face. It was just 9:00 am. It's really early! I thought it's 11 already! Oh well. I went back to bed and hugged my pillow tightly.

I wonder why did my parents left me in here? Why not in the orphanage? But I think this place is much better than in the orphanage. Because here, I can go whenever I want to.

Sometimes I feel guilty for being such a brat and being a bad girl even though they accepted me here and made my meals free.

But sometimes they get mad at me without any reason that's why I'm easily irritated and I act really stubborn! But I just let it pass since it's a side effect of getting old. ㅋㅋㅋ

I don't have lots of friends because the elders never sent me to school but I once took an entrance exam and I passed. Stored knowledge eh? I just watch educational shows on the TV that's why I passed Math and Science. Weird right?

If my parents never abandoned me, maybe I'm with my school friends right now, Saturday shopping or going to different Amusement parks or even playing in the arcade.

The elders give me weekly allowance so that I can save. I may be a brat but I don't spend my money on anything that I don't need.

My thoughts were interrupted because there was a knock in the door.

"Yeah? Who is it?"

"Yoshie come down the lunch is ready"

Lunch already?! But the last time I checked the clock it was just 9 but now it's turning 12! Did I zoned out for hours?! I wasnt aware tho.

"Coming!"

I looked at the mirror and saw a horrible reflection looking back at me. Meh, I didnt bothered combing my hair.

I went downstairs and headed to the dining room. They were already eating.

"Aigoo Yoshie, you should stop wearing baggy clothes"

"You're very beautiful Yoshie but look at your hair, it's a mess. And you're so boyish"

"Pretty Yoshie! You should start to act like a girl!"

Yeah yeah. That's the elders trying to make me change my boyish style. Well, there are 5 elders in this house.

Ugh I'm sick of those compliments. I'm not pretty! And what's the matter wearing baggy clothes?! It makes me comfortable!

"But halmeoni, I'm comfortable with these!"
I whined.

"Arasso. Arasso. But you'll have a punishment for doing something earlier this morning."

"Seriously?!"

"You need to wash all the dishes. Is that clear?"

"Yes Halmeoni."

I'm left with no choice! If I won't do it, they might kick me out of here and I dont like that idea.

In less than 5 minutes, the elders are probably gonna go back to their own dimensions.

Halmeoni Hee Young, sewing, Halmeoni Sang Ah, watching tv, Halmeoni Harin, always planting new plants, Halmeoni Hyo Mun, who will just sleep all day in her room and Halmeoni Hye Hee who will just sit in her rocking chair while listening to the radio.

I washed the plates alone. My fingers.. My poor fingers.. As soon as I dried it, I went upstairs.

Do I really look that bad in baggy clothes?
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