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choi minjun had did something unforgivable to yang seongmin. the day it happened, minjun's world came crushing down. seongmin had ignored him for his actions. his roommate, his best friend, his love of his life even though they weren't da...
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seongmin came to his and minjun's apartment very late that night, he stayed at the library for a while, studying. also to avoid minjun. he arrived to the apartment and set his backpack in his room.
after he did so, seongmin went to the kitchen to go grab a snack. but, he saw minjun's door open. his door is never open, seongmin thought. seomgmin's curiosity got to him and went to check up on minjun, for the first time.
seongmin gasped under his breath. seeing minjun lying on his bed looking lifeless, empty beer bottles scattered around his room. he walked into minjun's room and looked at minjun. still upset about the incident, but deep inside he still cares for minjun. but then, minjun suddenly shot up awake. seongmin panicked and ran into minjun's closet. hoping minjun didn't see him.
minjun moved his arm from under him and knocked one of the beer bottles to hit the floor, it shattered. minjun laughed. he took one of the sharp glass shards, put it up against his wrist, and sliced.
seongmin held back tears, he wanted to do something, but his other half of him told himself to stay back and observe.
"fuck you, minjun, you ruined everything. your life is clearly gone. you have no one. all you do in life is just attend class. you have no friends to hangout with, your roommate is gone and so is the love of your life. kill yourself, kill yourself, kill yourself," minjun mumbled to himself. slicing his wrist with every word.
minjun dropped the glass shard and fell down to the floor. he cried and cried.
"seongmin you're my everything, come back. i miss you," minjun said while breaking down.
"pills, i need my pills, the one my therapist described me with," minjun said in a flash.
he rummaged through his drawer to find his prescribed pills. and minjun took three, even though he should've only took one. minjun take these pills anytime he wants to, even though it should be for big moments where he's struggling.
"be a man, minjun. fucking pussy, stop crying," minjun said after every sniffle.
"i'm a fucking disgrace, maybe father was right. maybe that's why mother had died," minjun whispered under his breath, tears falling like waterfalls.
what? his mother is dead? he never told me shit about that, seongmin thought. seongmin was watching from the closet in shock. seongmin would never suspect minjun to cry. minjun never cries in front of him, or anyone. and seongmin knew how much minjun hated to drink.
