I don't who I am. I don't know what I will be. I don't know what world will bring. All I know is that I love someone and that person loves me. They trust me. I trust this someone. Everything I do matters and but I have no control of how the world can perceive me. I cannot control anything I maybe able to affect it but not control it. How they take the effects I make is not up to me I have no control over that. this is fine I do not need to control anything. I can mold it shape it. But I cannot control what that thing does and what it will become. I must accept my reality, and become something because of that realization. What I need to do is trust and accept to become better with acceptance of myself and others. I am who I am because of the events in this world by which I do not have control over. Because I have no control just a notion of thought that affects other things.