The Siren • BTS OT7 REVERSE HAREM

Chapter 10

Chapter explains Siri's past

A/N: WARNING! Rape/incest and abuse implied but not detailed.
Might still trigger some people so I will put in CAPS when the bad stuff starts and ends so you can still read the other parts of her flashback that isn't so bad.

Siri POV

I'm all cleaned up and driving in my black Ford Mustang, on my way to the Bangtan house and I'm pretty excited. I get to live with my special boys.

I couldn't help but think about what Ruby said and think about what I've been through in my life... so much bad shit has happened to me... my father... Jackson... but BTS is the light at the end of the tunnel. My heroes.

~FLASHBACKS~ BAD STUFF STARTS ! DON'T READ IF TRIGGERED

...7 year old Siri...
Daddy said I looked like a pretty little princess. He said he would come into my room later and give me a surprise for my 7th birthday! I wonder what it is! Maybe it will be mummy coming down as an Angel? Is that even possible?

...10 year old Siri...
Daddy says I have to be a good little whore this weekend. Like he does almost every weekend. But this time he says he has some friends coming.

I don't know what a whore is but he keeps calling me that. It can't be that bad though because he says I'm a 'good' little whore. If he's saying the word 'good' I must be doing something right, right?

...12 years old Siri...
Daddy has been hurting me a lot lately. When I don't want to be his good little whore or when I don't want a man to touch me he hits me.

I found out from one of dad's friends that being a whore is not a good thing. I don't want to be a whore anymore.

... 14 years old Siri...
Dad says I have to go to see a secret doctor to get something done to me. Something that will make it so I don't have kids in the future because it's not good for his business. He says there are people who want to pay him lots of money to have a night with me.

I now know what they are doing is wrong. I've learnt it in school.

I'm scared of telling my teachers or going to the police. What if they don't believe me? My dad is a successful lawyer and can get away with it. He can pay people to shut their mouths. One of his dirty friends is even in the police force so I can't trust them either.

Dad says no one will love me because I am a whore.

Will I be a whore forever? Will anyone ever love me?

...16 year old Siri...
This man just beat the shit out of me. I wouldn't let him near my ass. He beat me till I was almost unconscious and used me.

But I wasn't unconscious. I felt everything. And it hurt so fucking bad.

Dad left me there in the hotel room. Bleeding and bruised. I think he thought I was dead... He never came back for me.

If I ever wake up from this hell hole dream, I swear I will find my dad and kill him.

I will hunt down all the dirty men who have touched me and any other girl badly.

They deserve to be punished. I will kill them all. I swear it.

BAD STUFF ENDS NOW - CAN READ FROM HERE

... still 16 years old Siri...
A nice old man found me and saved me in that hotel room. He took me in and cared for me. He didn't touch me in the wrong places and was very gentle. I was surprised because he was blind.