~Lauren's Pov~
Dear Diary,
I finally found a guy who accepts me for who I am. He's actually my boyfriend already and I love him with all my heart. I also should say im pregnant with his baby and he will be a great father to our soon to be baby. But there are obstacles along the way.
Well, first for the fact that i'm 17 and pregnant with a guy i knew for a couple weeks. My mother doesn't know that i'm pregnant. What if she doesn't like it. Would she be mad at me? Would she be happy? Would she kick me out?
There are different solutions that can go tomorrow. I'm not only pregnant buy I'm also leaving my mother alone for 5 months. Would she b okay with that?
I don't know if I should Still go to tour. I'm going to have the baby probably along the way. And i'll leave my poor mother alone.
And i hate not seeing her. She was there when nobody was. She was my best friend, sister, companion, therapist, and teacher.
I don't know what to do at this very moment. But hopefully, someone or something can lead me to the right decision. I just want things to good for not only me but also for my mother, and my soon to be family.
Good Night and wish me luck.