Guilt arises as anxiety builds.
-------What happened back there?"
I kept my head down as I sat at the dining room table, my eyes completely avoiding Yoongi's gaze.The entire ride back home was filled with tension and I couldn't blame Yoongi for giving me the silent treatment.
I messed up, the mere thought had me gripping my pants as I felt the anxiety in my chest rise with each passing second.
What do I say?I'm sorry?
No! He won't care if I apologize, knowing Yoongi, he wants the truth.
Right?
But that's the issue, what is the truth? I gulped down the ball of saliva that was sitting in my throat as I tried to find a reason.
Why did I even do that?! I bit my lip, chewing it as I grew frustrated with myself.
All I remember was looking into his highnesses eyes.
Then the next moment, I'm gone, standing in complete darkness by myself.
I screamed and shouted for someone to hear me but all I heard was dead silence. The last thing I remembered was seeing two ruby red jewels in the distance, gleaming and twinkling. They were so beautiful and before I knew it I was walking towards the jewels. As my hands were reaching out to touch them, those ruby red jewels were replaced with worried brown eyes.
I can't even get the look he gave me out of my head. He looked so shocked, confused and most of all... hurt.
But Why?
I still don't get it and that bothers me more than anything.
"Look, Jimin." Yoongi called out to me as he kneeled in front of my body, " I know it's your birthday and I love you too much to ruin it. So please just look at me baby. Hmm?"
The endearment made me smile briefly as I rose my head slowly to look at my mate. He's right, I don't want to ruin this day. Not because it was my birthday but because Yoongi went out of his way to make me feel special. To make me feel loved and appreciated.
I really don't deserve him..
"...I-Im sorry," I whispered as my lips were shaking slightly from the guilt," I really don't know what happened Yoongi-- I swear. One moment I was there with you guys and the next moment I was in complete darkness."I wanted to tell him so much more but I was afraid I'd say the wrong thing and make this situation worse. He probably thought I was crazy enough.
"It's okay. We're okay. Yeah? " Yoongi smiled as he held my hand in his," Things happened and even if we don't know what exactly occured. I'm glad you're safe, here, with me."
I looked down at our hands and nodded. I felt horrible. I couldn't give Yoongi a proper explanation because I was so lost. Yet, here he was, comforting me and telling me that I did nothing wrong. How did I get so lucky?
"Let's continue celebrating, okay? I want you to have a birthday you could actually look back on and smile about. So don't beat yourself up, it was a misunderstanding. right?" Yoongi asked even though it was phrased more like a statement.
" Yoongi, still- I'm sorry-"
"Shhh," Yoongi held his finger up to my lips and smiled softly, "No more sorries. Especially when you did nothing wrong. Okay?"
"Okay." I whispered half heartedly.
Even though Yoongi chose to forget about the whole thing, I couldn't. I assaulted a Royal.
At that, the next heir in line for the throne, Jeon Jungkook. Just thinking about it gives me intense anxiety.
He probably thought I was some pervert, stalker or maniac. Maybe all of the above!
Luna, why did this have to happen?
I just hope he forgives me and treats Yoongi normally.
The only thing that made me somewhat calm in this entire situation was that we wouldn't have to see each other anymore.
My visit to the royal estate today was my first and last time.
That means no more Royals,thank Luna.
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