Goodgirls sin too

3 ❦ silent night

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The midnight sky was filled with stars tonight.
I tried my hardest to close my eyes and drift away into dream land but it just didn't work.

So instead I read one of the books I got from the library and sat down at the window side with a cozy blanket wrapped around my body.

It was 1 o'clock and everybody was asleep, I always loved the silence and peacefulness it was one of the best things.

I swiped through a few pages of my book but my throat felt a bit dry so I decided to get some water in the kitchen.

I wore my baby blue nightgown shirt and my rose patterned underwear since I didn't feel like wearing my pajama bottoms to bed.

I tiptoed down the stairs afraid of making a sound and waking everybody up. When I arrived downstairs I walked the long hallway, paintings filled the walls. Toni had a big beautiful house and I was so excited to live here since me and my mom always lived in a small apartment together.

I strolled down to the kitchen swaying my hips, my long black hair falling just above my butt. As I entered the black toned kitchen I looked inside the fridge and grabbed a can of cold water and a glass. I poured myself some water and brought it up to my lips drinking the cold liquid, it washed down letting me feel refreshed.

I always felt like drinking a cold glass of water felt so much better at night. It was completely dark in the kitchen so I reached out for a small dim light, the kitchen lightened up only a bit but still reflected a dark aura.

And all of sudden, the sound of loud footsteps was heard. I brung down the glass from my lips and squinted my eyes as a dark tall figure appeared from the darkness.

There he was. Toni stood a few meters infront of me, his hair messy, his strong lean body flexed and a popping vein ran down the hem of his dark plaited bottoms. I felt a heartbeat down there and I softly squeezed my legs together.

His brows drew together and he observed my body. I  felt exposed, I have never showed this much before. I wore a small pink top, my nipples hard, grazing against the cotton. A pair of black underwear, just short and tight enough to see the form of my butt.

"What are doing down here at this hour." he asked walking closer to me, leaving up a few inches between us.

I swallowed, "I was thirsty."
Oh my god, he looks so good.

He chewed on his bottom lip before saying.
"You woke up the whole house. You mind being quieter next time?"

I look up to him and my brows were furrowed in worry, I don't remember making that much noice, I really tried my best to be quiet. "Was I that loud?" I ask soft toned.

The corners of his eyes crinkled and he had a crooked smile plastered on his face. "No, I was kidding." he says dryly and patted my arm.

"Oh." I awkwardly laughed and stood there like statue staring at him. He then turned away to the fridge grabbing a bottle of water.

I covered my chest with my arms and watch him taking a sip, "Your mom told me to drop you off at the dentist tomorrow, you okay with that?" he says.

I rolled my eyes. "Yeah. As if she had any time for that anyway." My mom was always busy with work and she doesn't even take an hour of her time to spend with me. But it's okay I'm used to it.

He set his jaw and sighed. "Listen. I know she's a very busy woman but she loves you even though she doesn't always let it show ."

I looked down playing with the small ring on my finger. I know my mom loves me but I feel like she can do a lot more in giving me attention or doing even the simplest things with me, because that's what a real mother does.

My eyes felt a bit wet, watery. Almost like I was gonna cry, but I wasn't, I swear. I looked away afraid of making eye contact with him. "Look at me," he demanded, but If I did I was sure that I would breakdown in tears. "Will you look at me Isabella." he titled my chin, and I met his gaze.

My lips part and instead of crying I felt something inside my stomach, something deep and dark. All I could think of was him tasting my lips, and taking me right here on the kitchen counter. But I know he would never do that, because to him I would just alway be the daughter of his soon to be wife.

"I-." I softly say no words coming out of my mouth and only a heavy breath.

His jaw clenched and his eyes were set narrow, that dark intimidating look, it did something to me and I wanted him to ravish me, to ravish all of me.

He instructed my face searching for meaning. "Isabella?"

I bit my pink swollen bottom lip between my teeth and before I wanted to lean my body into his. He noticed my movement and let go off my chin.

I stood there confused and flustered, does he not want me? Did I take it too far? Did he figure I was gonna kiss his beautiful soft lips.

I adjusted myself and grabbed my glass of water walking out of the kitchen as if nothing happend.
I took a sprint up the stairs and to my room, shaking my head and forgetting what happend tonight.

I mean perhaps It was all just a dream right?