Filling The Empty Space [Zouis and Zustin Fanfic] [BoyxBoy]

Chapter 14

[Zayn's P.O.V]

"When will we see the kids?" I said as I nuzzle my face against Louis' neck.

"Tomorrow, Zayn. I talked to Mom before I went here, I told her I'll fix everything with you before moving on the kids first. She said it's fine as long as we'll explain everything to her." he explained then kissed my forehead.

I nodded then cuddled to him further.

"...And after that we'll talk to Justin." Louis said which made me froze. I didn't know what to say so I just nodded slowly.

We stayed quiet for the rest of time until we fell asleep.

[Justin's P.O.V]

*Time takes place the same night Justin and Louis' fight*

"What the hell were you thinking?" Josh said as he brought me to my room and sat me on the bed, "All this time I thought this was all a silly crush on Zayn, but no, it's a freaking obsession!" He said before going to the bathroom to get the first aid kit.

I sighed, yeah, I told Josh about my 'little' crush on Zayn, I needed someone to talk to and get that off my chest, I kinda edited it out though and made it look like a harmless crush. Josh was understanding, he didn't judge me and comfort me whenever I get upset and jealous with Zayn and Louis, he even tried helping move on and tried hooking me up with some of his friends, but little did he know that I only want Zayn and Zayn alone.

"Can you please tell me what the hell did you do and attacked Louis?" Josh brought me out of my thoughts, "I mean, I've been working for Louis for a long time and he never acted like that before, especially in front of Zayn. Spill it, Justin, what did you do?" he said as he started to nurse my wounds.

"...I kissed Zayn..." I mumbled.

He stopped and pulled away from me, "I'm sorry, but what? What did you just say? You kissed Zayn? In front of Louis, what the fuck, Justin?!"

"I didn't know Louis was there alright? Zayn and I were alone and I don't know..." I sighed.

"Oh my god, Justin." He sighed and rubbed his face in frustration, "You just ruined everything... But it's just a kiss, right? I'll help you fix this." he sighed then continue to tend to my wounds.

I shifted uncomfortably, debating whether I should tell him or not. I thought hard on the options, if I didn't tell him now, he would probably hear it from Zayn or even Louis if Zayn told him, which he probably will. I sighed, might as well be honest with him and tell him everything.

"It... It wasn't just a kiss." I stated which made him stop.

"W-what do you mean?" he asked.

"Zayn... Zayn and I... We... We had sex..." I said looking down. Josh didn't say anything so I looked back up and saw Josh looking stunned.

"Wha... But... Zayn would never do that...especially to Louis..." he said.

I sighed, "...I got him drunk..."

He pulled away and stood up, "Fucking hell, Justin!"

I flinched at the harsh tone.

He started pacing around and rubbing his face in frustration, "You could get in a lot of trouble for this! Louis can sue you for...for... I don't know! Rape? Hell, he can even make something up and get you in jail for something you didn't do!"

I stayed quiet and keep biting my lips, and fucked and I know it. Tears started to fall from my eyes as I started to think about more horrible scenarios. Louis Tomlinson is rich and has a lot of power, and there is no doubt that he'll ruin my life and make it a living hell, "Josh, please help me." I whimpered.

Josh stopped and stared at me, deciding whether he should or not.

"Josh, please." I pleaded.

Josh sighed, "I-I'll do what I can."

I gave him a weak smile, "Thanks."

Josh nodded, "Just stay out of their way for now. I suggest locking yourself in this room unless you're needed or something. I'll bring you your food, so no worries."

I stood up and hugged him, "You have no idea how thankful I am right now."

He chuckled softly, "Yeah yeah, now go take some sleep. I'll be going now."

I nodded and pulled away, "Night." I said which he returned before leaving. I sighed and flopped on my bed and tried falling asleep, but couldn't since the guilt and shame keeps mocking me. It became to much and I decided to reach for my bedside drawer and took a bottle of sleeping pills. I popped out a pill and lay down hoping sleep will come...

"Louis... Louis..." I heard someone cry across from the dark hallway.

'Zayn?' I thought and went to the voice's direction. "Zayn?" I opened the door to Zayn and Louis' bedroom and my eyes widened with what I saw. Zayn was sitting on the floor crying, Louis' head is on his lap... bloody and lifeless...

"Louis, please wake up!" he whimpered, although it looks like he knows it's over.

"Zaynie~~~" I heard a dark chuckle.

I turned around and I felt my heart stop and skin crawl at what I see. There I was, standing on the end of the hallway, the light illuminating my face showing a sinister smile. I was more horrified with what I saw next when 'he' stepped more into the light. There was blood... Blood all over 'him' and all over the knife. I gasped as everything clicked and with the thought of what will happen next.

"Zaynie~~~" he called again, this time walking faster.

Zayn whimpered and held on Louis' lifeless body, crying softly, "L-Lou, I-I'm scared, Louis p-please wake up."

"There you are, Baby." 'he' said and walked through me, "I've been looking all over for you." 'he' grabbed Zayn roughly and kicked Louis' body away. "You're so beautiful Zayn." 'he said as he gently slide the tip of the knife on Zayn's face.

"Justin... Please... S-stop..." Zayn whimpered.

"I'm selfish

I can't bare to see you in the arms of another

I'm selfish

I crave the taste of your tongue

I'm selfish

I need your arms wrapped around me tight

I'm selfish

I hold you back from what you could become

I'm selfish

I won't let this end

I'm sorry

I'm too selfish to let you move on."

(AN: This poem is not mine, this poem belongs to Olivia Diphilippo http://hellopoetry.com/olivia-diphilippo/)

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AN: Hello remaining readers! How are you? Sorry it's short and for being late again but this is the day when I start being home alone so I wish I can get back on my one update a week schedule... So yeah! What do you think? This chapter is more focused on Justin, I just placed a mini Zouis scene cause why not? So what do you think of it? :)

Dedicated to @BELIEBER4LIFEBETCH

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