Filling The Empty Space [Zouis and Zustin Fanfic] [BoyxBoy]

Chapter 8

[Justin's P.O.V] 

Fucking hell... 

Why the fuck does Zayn have to be so fucking amazing?! Everyday I couldn't help but fall for him all over again! His laugh when he found something amusing, usually Harry's weird games and stories, his voice when he's cooking, and that god damned hot ass every time he bends over to pick something up. You don't know how many times I have to go to the bathroom to take care of my 'problem'.

Stupid feelings for not letting go of Zayn, stupid me for leaving that day, stupid Louis for stealing Zayn, stupid me for accepting this job just to be with Zayn again, stupid obsession, stupid-"Justin?" a voice interrupted my thoughts.

"Uh... hey, Zayn..." I smiled.

"Do you need something? You've been standing there for a while and it's kinda creepy, no offence..." Zayn laughed.

Stupid laugh for making the stupid butterflies go wild in my stupid stomach...

"Er... nothing... just thinking about...stuff..." I lied.

"What kind of stuff?" Zayn asked.

"....Stupid stuff..."

"Do you want to talk about-" Zayn was cut due to Niall tugging on his shirt. "Oh, uhm, excuse me, Justin, someone's hungry." Zayn chuckled as he took Niall from the floor and went upstairs.

Stupid baby for his stupid appetite and stealing Zayn's attention from me... 

I glared at the spot where Niall has been lying on before shrugging and going back to my room to daydream about Zayn and I's fictional married life. It's been a while since I've been fantasizing Zayn as my husband. Don't judge me, but I can't help it! Zayn and I are under one roof and I kept on falling more in love with him as the days passes. It's wrong, I know, he's happy with his family. I've never seen his eyes sparkled that bright when he saw Louis, I've never seen him so proud when Liam got high grades, I've never seen him so amused and curios when Harry tells story and teach him his new made-up unique game, I've never seen him so awe'd when Niall stared at him smiling and being adorable. I really dreamed of being in Louis' place... I wanted to feel how it is to have a family with the person I love...

[Louis' P.O.V] 

"Papa, I'm tired!" Harry whined, as he made grabby hands for me.

"Well, Baby, maybe if you didn't chase Puss around the garden then maybe we could've still have another round for snow ball fight." I said as I picked him up.

"I just want him to be friends with Roger!" Harry pouted. 

He was chasing the cat around for a good 10 minutes because he wants him to be friends with the neighbour's new German Shepherd.

"You know how Puss hates dogs." Liam said.

"But Roger is a good dog!" Harry protested.

I just chuckled and kissed his forehead before taking the boys in. We went to their room and saw Zayn feeding Niall, a scene that we would always expect to see whenever we look for them.

"Nialler!" Harry giggled before I put him down.

"Daddy, I want hot chocolate." Liam said.

"Ooh! Me too! Me too!" Harry bounced.

"Hot chocolate sounds great! Why don't you two go downstairs, prepare the stuff and then after I put Nialler down for his nap, I'll join you downstairs and we'll make lots and lots of hot chocolates!" Zayn smiled.