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//Hello babies, I'm sorry for not updating any stories in these few weeks because I don't have any desire to write anything and I was stressing out about that t.t I was realising my stress these days before my class starts, and right now i want to focus to this story only before another :) sorry again!! hoping that you guys can give me some time until I can update my stories like usual!! thank you babies!!//

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The three sat in a circle, looking at each other. Of course one of them felt like he was third-wheeling the other two. The two were stick to each other, being touchy like there was no one with them at the first place.

"Are you guys done?"

Jaemin gritted his teeth, making a fake laugh as he finally stopping the other two. Renjun and Jeno laughed back awkwardly, actually feeling guilty for forgetting Jaemin was there, witnessing their doings.

"Okay, we should find a way, yeah." Jeno said, pressing his lips into a thin line when Jaemin sighed at that. Literally he said something that everyone already knew and there was no point to say that again.

"I am closed with Chenle, don't you think I should meet him and talk to him about you two?" Renjun asked, hoping Jaemin will response to that.

"Urm, I don't think so. If you want to talk to him, maybe about your family thingy. Chenle... already knew that. He was mad at me because of that,"

Renjun was startled with what he just heard. If that so, it's not only Jaemin's problem here, it's his problem too.

"It's okay baby. You have to be honest to Chenle anyways. I have your back, okay?" Jeno said, holding Renjun's hand tightly.

"I guess I need to settle our problem first before yours."

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Jeno nodded encouragingly to his nervous boyfriend who was standing in front of Chenle's door. With a deep breath, he knocked on the door, calling Chenle's name.

Thought, they will have such dramas like Chenle might not open the door or shout at Renjun to return home. But Chenle opened the door with a face that showing he was not in mood.

"What?"

"Ha?" Renjun did not expect for Chenle to be calm like that. Really calm.

"Why are you here?"

"You- are not coming to school today. I just give you a visit? Yeah," Renjun looked at anywhere but not Chenle's face. Of course that is also a reason but that is not the main reason.

Chenle opened the door a little bit wider, motioning Renjun to enter his house. "Come in. Ask Jeno too."

Jeno and Renjun thought Chenle would not see Jeno but they thought it wrongly. Without waiting for more, Renjun pulled Jeno's hand before they entered Chenle's house.

It was Jeno's first time there.

"I know that you come here to talk about your mom or whatever Jaemin told you. But, having a mother or not, I don't give a care at all about that. It's not like I really want a mother's figure in my life."

Renjun could not say a thing when Chenle started to speak up first. He chose to listen.

"But, it did upset me a lot when you hide it from me. I always think bad of you, and hating you for no reasons."

"Not having a mother is better for me than losing you as a brother and as someone that I depend my life on,"

Renjun did not hold back, hugging the person he missed the most these days. "Baby, I'm sorry,"

"We don't have to talk about this thing, Jun. I know your mom treats you wrong and care about me more than you. You must have a hard time before, right? I'm sorry," Chenle wrapped his arms around Renjun in return, having Jeno to fake his cough until the two brothers finally noticed that and decided to pull away from the hug.

"About that, I guess we can share our mother and pretend that we know nothing? It's good to have you as my brother anyways." Renjun said, smiling.

"Having you as a brother is not a bad idea but having him as your boyfriend a big no." Chenle said jokingly, rolling his eyes while not looking at the person he talked about. "I'm here, my brother in law."

"Eww?" Chenle made a disgust face before engulfing Renjun into another tight hug, ignoring Jeno who already whined, asking Renjun to let go of Chenle and hug him instead.

Ah, Renjun doesn't have enough hands to handle these two kids.

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Jeno needed to leave early as he needed to join his family's dinner. Actually, he did not want to go, the fact that he will leave Renjun and Chenle alone in the same room.

"I will not take him from you, Jeno."

"I mark your words."

And now, the two best friends- brothers were laying on the bed, talking about random things.

"So, you and Jaemin already talk about this? About you two?"

Chenle nodded. It was not a real conversation when only Chenle talked about it and Jaemin chose to listen. Well, Chenle admitted it was his fault too as he did not give any chance for Jaemin to talk that day.

"I guess, you're not."

Chenle looked at Renjun, sighing. Renjun knows him the best, really. "Don't pretend like you know me, I hate you." 

"Yes, I know you the best. You really need to listen to him, Chenle. I don't think I'm the right person to say anything to you but, please, give a chance for him to explain,"

Is there anything left to explain? Jaemin broke his heart, having a relationship with Jisung but still call him baby on their last meet. Chenle thought he already told Jaemin things that perhaps Jaemin wanted to hear-

Chenle will leave Jaemin, for good he said. He did not want to destroy anyone's relationship. Glad, Renjun came back to him, finally and he did not want to lose Jaemin as a friend too for having a crush on that guy. Someone's boyfriend.

"Yeah, give me some time, Renjun,"

"Good boy," Renjun beamed a smile, patting Chenle's head and it's been a long time since they spend time alone in the same space like that.

Chenle laid his head on Renjun's shoulder. Ah, he was longing for that. How comfort Renjun's shoulders are. His favourite place.

Ah, what a perfect time, Jeno called Renjun. It just been an hour and half since he went to the dinner and he already called Renjun. A video call, not a voice call.

Renjun picked up the phone only to see his boyfriend's sulky face after seeing Chenle comfortably took his place.

"Jun, you are bad. Nono doesn't want to be friend with you,"

"Nono, don't be like that. Jun will be sad if Nono doesn't want to be friend with Jun."

Seeing Jeno's reaction made Chenle spontaneously wrapping his arms around Renjun. "Renjun, look at him! Ah, Chenle, you want to die?!" Jeno whined, having Renjun laughed at his dissapointed Nono.

"Ergh, you annoying bastard. I won't take him from you," Chenle said, finally letting go of Renjun only to have Jeno smiling from ear to ear.

"Seriously, you need to have your own boyfriend at this point Chenle," Jeno said and Renjun nodded at that, agreeing with Jeno.

"No one wants me,"

"Yeah, I don't want you too. But Jaemin does."

"Argh, I hate you two!!"

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