im feeling overwhelmed even tho I have literally nothing to do. how is that possible. idk
I catch myself looking for something on my phone. something that I don't know what it is. I try to find it on tiktok. 30 minutes has passed. I did not find it. So I go to Instagram. I reload the stories, see the green ones, roll my feed on explore down until I give it up and go to WhatsApp. Maybe it is in here. but, it's not. So I go back to tiktok. there's a possibility of the thing that I was looking for finally appears. but that's just a hopeless thought. cause there's no such a thing i'm looking for. Or at least, not on my phone. what really was I even looking for? it makes no sense but I feel that maybe if I keep scrolling and scrolling I'll get there. I'll find what i'm looking for and that's finally gonna bring me peace. but more 40 minutes has passed and I didn't get to it. Should I just give it up? I have a life outside of my phone. I just remembered that. But is that really true? I don't think I'm gonna find what i'm looking for around here... still I have classes tomorrow and can't stay up too late. before I fall asleep I check my phone again. 3:12am
can someone please
get
me
out
of
here?
YOU ARE READING
it's... complicated
RandomThings are deeper than most people think. I'm here to try to show you that and, please, lemme know if you identify with any of these<3
