Secrets within

chapter 19

*james' pov*

"@lucythatsme: thank you so much for @bradleywillsimpson & @ashleesugg for talking a photo with me love you both"

was the first thing that came up on my twitter my best friend and my girlfriend hang out while I'm here hanging out with adam my other best friend could life get

"OI james you is ringin i think it is your girlfriend she misses you i think" adam said laughing at my ringtone of all of me

"ash hey how are you"

'could you pick me up please i need you'

"okay where are you I will be there asap love you ashlee"

i ran to my car i tired to open the car door but.. i forgot my car keys i turn around and ran back in side

"if you want to start thecae i think you might need these i think" adam said laughing

"thanks" i said

"thanks so all i get oh okay and where are you even going any way" adam said

"i tell you later ash needs me she comes before you" i said

i drove to the place where ash text me saying where she was adjust to hurry up. I run to the park chair where i see her siting there crying? why is she trying this is breaking my heart just seeing her like this. as I sit down on the chair her face turns to look at me and my heart breaks in to so many pieces her face is marked from the tears her eyes are red and puffy as soon as i was about to say some thing she bursts out crying i just cuddle her i have never seen her this way before I feel like i can't deal  with a upset ash

"tell me whats wrong ash" i said pulling away trying to hear what she has to say

" he's gone' she said that all she said ad she started to cry again

"shhhh lets go home and watch movies and eat ice cream and chocolate" i said getting up and taking her hand and pull her to my car to get in to go home

as we were in the car he phone was ringing he just dit not answer it she was looking out of the car window the look on her face said it all she was so broken and i have no idea why

"could you get it" ash said

"sure" i said

"hello"

' hi can we talk ash please'

"sorry ash is not in the mood to talk to you it's jmaes her boyfriend here"

'oh okay could you please tell her she needs to call me back bye'

"he said he wants you to call you to call him back but do it when you are okay" i said

"okay" she said thats all she said

i need to find out what is happening but i don't want to hurt her

"ash" i said

"yeah" she said pulling her eyes from the image on her phone

"what's going on i hate seeing you this way it hurts me just as must as you are hurt to' i said

"it's nothing i'm fine" she said

" if you say that that why are you crying than?! tell me' i yelled at her whick was it a good idea

"ahh i'm walking home" she said

"but it raining" i said

" I DONT CARE JAMES OPEN THE FUCKING CAR DOOR AND LET ME OUT DONT FUCKING TALK TO ME AGAIN" she yelled at me

i opened the door i watched walk and walk in the rain i thought to myself great james you did it you fucked up everything with ash

you lost her