Secrets within

chapter 21

* james pov *

it has been two days

two days

without ash i don't know if she is alive or not

don't even know what happened to her or us I don't know who to call or what to do with my self

I go on twitter i see something funny i go to tag someone but than i can't i want to talk to her but it's not my fault i'm not saying sorry i did nothing i would help her but i don't know how to help or what to do

i do on her twitter to see if see has been on and to see what she has been posting as i can't talk to her but i wish i could i miss her so much she is my everything and she always will be no matter where she is

i read one of her tweets she posted an hour ago

" r.i.p toby, hayley, mum and dad i love you always and forever i never though this is how we would all say goodbye always miss you"

oh ash is going though hell right now i can't believe this her mum dad and little brother is dead but her other half her twin sister if i had a twin brother and he die i would be broken ash is a strong girl she can get thought with with me by her side

i grab my keys and my car keys and drive to ash i have to be here for her i bet she is a mess i i bet i would be if i was her but tris is her best friends and.. omg hayley boyfriend too i have to be there for him he was there for me was i was down so i call tristan along the way

Tristan: hello

james: hello mate how are you mate

Tristan: good what's up what happened now do you need money what did you do to ash now are you with her HELLO ASH are you guys okay

James: tris she is not with me... she is at home cryi..

tristan: WHY THE FUCK IS SHE CRYING FOR DID YOU DO SOMETHING TO HER I WILL KILL YOU IF YOU DID SHE IS MY BEST FRIEND I'M GOING TO CALL HAYL'S SHE WILL KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING

James: don't call her tris

Tristan: why

james: she she is a live

tristan: you mean her phone is dead right mate

James: no mate i wish i was it the one to be telling you this but like a week ago you know ash's and hayley's mum and dad

tristan: so there mum and dad yeah right go on

james; yeah them and hayley and toby were in a car crush and me and ash have it really spoke coz i had to pick her up and she was crying and she would it tell me what was going on but only just today i found out that they died

tristan: so my girlfriend is die is that what you are trying to tell me

James: yeah sorry mate

i can tell that he was crying and he hanged up on my but i thought to mine self after i calm things down with ash i will see tris and maybe tris can see ash too

i finely reach ash's house but brad's car is there thats funny i guess he here just to make ash okay i pull my car next to brads and get out of the car the door was open so i when in

i went straight to ash bedroom if i yelled her name i bet she would say to me to go way

and than i see it all the one thing you would never want to see in your life