chapter six

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j.one
hey

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
hey

j.one
my mom left

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
what?

j.one
me and my dad woke up and my mom wasn't there and her stuff is gone

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
wow jisung i'm sorry

how are you feeling?

j.one
i don't really know

my parents treat me awfully but i don't know she's my mom

but i think she left because of me

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
no she didn't

j.one
yes she did there's no other reason she's always hated me

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
don't think like that

j.one
but it's true

now it's just me and my abusive dad

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
you should be lucky you still have parents

j.one
but mine hate me

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
they don't hate you all parents love their children

my parents died when i was 5 and i've been living with my aunt ever since so you should be lucky you have parents

j.one
oh wow i didn't know

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
i didn't really want anyone to know

my aunt is always working and barely does anything for me which makes sense since she has her own life but i've come to shut everyone out as i got older

j.one
you're not shutting me out

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
because you won't let me

j.one
because i have an affect on you?

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
you wish

j.one
actually, i do

but i hope you know that shutting everyone out doesn't solve your problems

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
i know that but it's saved me from feeling anything

j.one
feeling what? love? sadness? happiness?

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
yeah

j.one
any emotion?

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
yeah

but you've made me feel more than those

j.one
i have?

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
you have

which i don't like

j.one
why?

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
just because

but none of this is about me

i didn't mean to change the subject

j.one
no it's okay i don't care it made me forget my mom left

but the thing is

my dad

he's not gonna leave me alone now

he's gonna blame me for her leaving which will make things a lot worse

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
can't you just leave?

j.one
i could but i wouldn't know where to go

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
you don't have any other family?

j.one
my brother but he's not gonna want to see me

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
you don't know that

j.one
he's busy with university he doesn't have time for me

iknowyouknowweknowleeknow
seems we have a lot more in common than i thought

j.one
yeah i guess we do

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