Chris Evans: Take on Me

Part 5

You text Jill while your on the flight for New York. You handy last night, this morning you called her telling her you were coming for a visit if that's ok. After everything you have been through, she agreed. Jill knew some was off with you. You cried on the flight hiding behind your sunglasses. Once you landed Jill was waiting at the gate for you.

"Y/n how are you feeling?" She asked.

As you walked to the parking lot and to her car. "Jill I can't talk about it right now. There's paps over there watching me. Some ere in LAX when Chris low-fat and they saw me leave on different flight." You tell her.

You guys get into the car, Jill looks over at you. "So we leave in two days for Miami right?"

You have tears going down your face. "Ya we get to go see Kaylee and Her baby."

"Ok it will be good to get away from all this. Y/n what happened with Chris?" Jill asks as she drives on the highway heading home.

"I was pregnant, I lost the baby in the car accident." You finally tell her.

"Omg y/n, you didn't tell anyone about you pregnancy. How long did you and Chris know?" Jill asks

You saying nothing, but cry.

Jill exits and finally gets to the apartment building. You guys head into the building. Once you get into her and Logan's apartment, your old room still has your old furniture in it. Logan is homes. You wipe your tears away.

"Hey y/n good to see you up and running around now. You didn't want to go to France with..." Logan starts

"Babe can you got grab some groceries, chips ice cream anything. You think you can go to your buddies for the night afterwards." Jill kisses him on the cheek.

Logan looks at her and knows it's not good. "Oh you guys need girl time, sure I can crash at Jakes." He leaves to grab you guys heartbreak food.

"Y/n what happened, please talk." Jill asks

"I told Chris we need a break from each other." You say.

"Wait, Y/n what happened, I'm sure he was hurt when you lost the baby too."she says

"Jill, we didn't know about the baby until after my accident. The doctors told me, he thought I knew I was pregnant. I didn't though." You cry.

She comes up and hugs you. "Y/n I'm so sorry, I know it hurts. I can't imagine how broken you and Chris are, did you guys talk about babies and marriage before the accident."

"That's the thing, we never talked about it yet. Once Chris found out about the baby we lost. He told me he would've married me. That's not what I want Jill." You say

She knows your hurting. "You don't want a life a marriage with Chris?"

You shake your head at her. "No that's not what I meant. I don't want him to marry me thinking it's an obligation. I want him to want to be with me. I don't want him to ever feel trapped. It's doesn't matter now though, I'm not pregnant anymore. I lost our child, how can he ever look at me love me the same, knowing I lost his child."

"Y/n what happened is tragic for sure, but it wasn't your fault. You were being chased by assholes for one. You didn't know about the baby." Jill tells you.

"I'm a woman Jill. I should've known I was pregnant, I just felt normal, nothing but as off about my body. I just should've known. How does a woman not know?"  You cry.

You both talk a little more, Jill wants yo ask what made up break up with Chris. She just knows your mentality drained and exhausted. She drops it for now. You guys decide to watch some movies now that Logan has come with cookies and cream ice cream. He bought some chocolate bars, chips and fruits for you both. Logan does say he will see you guys tomorrow. He kiss Jill goodnight and heads to his buddies.