He lied when he said he would split the time equally. Out of all three of us I've been the one secluded. For the past week and a half I've been watching him take Charlotte and Luna out without even glancing at me. It's like he fully blames me for what went down to the point I wonder if I am the scapegoat. Did the girls plan to let me take the fall for our behavior? Did they lie and say it was my idea? Why am I the one being secluded and made to watch as the other girls light up at his attention while I'm left out from it all?
My wolf whimpers as we recall how radiant both girls have looked this past week and how evilly content Charlotte looked every time she glances in my direction. Sure we said our feud was behind us for the time being, but I don't think Charlotte has any real intent to keep her word on that. Not with the snarky smiles she's been throwing my way every time they walk out the house arms wrapped around each other's.
I wipe a stray tear from my eye as the feeling of rejection courses through my body. I told myself I would never let a dumb man make me cry, but looks like I couldn't keep that promise to myself. I'm not accustomed to the feeling of jealousy and self loathing. It's something that causes depression and anger to take ahold inside of me making me want to be over the top and emotional all at once which is something I am not.
Our bedroom door opening causes my head to snap up as Luna walks in concern etched on her soft features.
"Hey Vi, are you doing okay?" Luna asks her voice softer and lower then her usual upbeat tone.
"I'm fine, why?" I force a wide smile across my lips as I lock eyes with her hoping she won't see through my bullshit.
"Because I've noticed Talon has been avoiding you when you guys use to be so close. I keep asking him when it will be your turn, but he shrugs me off and changes the topic. I'm just worried what that could be doing to you and your wolf mentally."
I feel the tears well behind my eyes as I quickly blink them away. I know he's been avoiding me, but to have it confirmed to me that it's one hundred percent purposeful somehow causes it to hurt worse. Like any inkling of doubt that it's accidental dissipates the moment those words leave her mouth.
"I don't know why he's acting the way he is. I guess he just never really wanted me and this was his excuse to get rid of me in a sense. You and Charlotte were wrong about him liking me. That's all." I keep the pain I feel out of my voice acting like this is a casual normal conversation to be having with your mates other mate.
I watch as her brown eyes soften even more while gazing at me. I can feel the pity she has for me weighing me down instantly making it harder to breath. The feeling of rejection has never felt so strong before. The fact that a girl I barley know is trying to comfort me causes the loneliness to swallow me whole. Even she doesn't really care. She just pity's me probably thinking about what it would be like if she was in my shoes. She doesn't know me so why would she genuinely care? She's just thanking the Goddess it's me in this situation and not her.
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His 3 Mates
WerewolfViolet and Charlotte have never gotten along, but being born on the same day with two moms who are best friends practically guaranteed that they shared everything, but they didn't expect to also be sharing a mate with a third girl named Luna. Along...