9. Holding grudges only gives pain

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Tae's pov:

Since the morning it's all ready 12:00pm only on think is hunting me why she was soo upset Aish this girl she is making worried I can't even work because of such a distraction. My schedule is really tight today even though my mind is only thinking about her. Even I never thought thing much about Jennie oh yeah Jennie I didn't had any canvo with her. She is really busy nowadays.

Aish this Y/n she literally called me middle of night ahhh concentrate on work Taehyung concentrate.

No first I have to solve this I called her.

Tae:
Hello

Y/n:
Good morning

Tae:
It's almost going to be afternoon

Y/n:
It's 8 here

Tae:
Ohh okay

Y/n:
Hmm

Tae:
What were you thinking yesterday are you okay see don't stress yourself

Y/n:
Nothing I'm ok now

Tae:
What's the matter?

Y/n:
I had arguments years ago with my father there is nothing like he don't love me but he is so protective and also I'm holding grudges against him now he is lying on the bed I can't stand for it.

Tae:
You love you father a lot don't you?
That's the reason you can't hate him

Y/n:
.......

Tae:
See holding gurdges will not help all the time if it is hurting we better forgave that person try to forgave him I sure you will feel good. Let him know what are you going through what is going in your mind let him know. Explain yourself.

Y/n:
I think I should try thank you thank you soo much I have to go to the hospital

Y/n's pov:

Waking up in the morning,he called I like the fact that he didn't ignorred he tried his best to talk through me what is he who is he why he have to do these thing just for stranger. I went to the hospital after having breakfast.I am waiting for a long time still he didn't got his senses He had surgery before I came, Papa's reports came, I saw all were normal thank god. Papa please wake up now I can't wait anymore.
I had tears in my eyes I can't stop them.

??: Is my daughter crying?

Wait papa? Omg

Y/n: pappa are okay how are you feeling let me call doctor wait.

I didn't let him talk I called doctor
He came and checked my dad is smiling looking at me then doctor said to us that he is all right then he left.

Pappa: didn't you said you are not coming humm princess.

I was crying I don't know but I couldn't stop my self from crying.

Y/n: I am such a bad daughter right?

Pappa: Who said? My princess is a good girl I know.

Y/n: don't... convin....ce me I k...now I'm bad I'm s...orry I.... was soo angry at yo...u I'm really sorry I reall...y miss you a lot but stop bossing arou...nd ...I'm not your emp...loyee I'm not a little girl I'm grown up now ...I can ......handle but s..orry I not a good daughter to you I was not ..here when you nee....ded me.

I started to cry while saying everything.

What......ever you did with mom I don't kn...ow I wa...nt to hate you pa...ppa bu...t I can...'t I love you you are onl...y one who..m I have in my life. I feel so alone.

Then I cried, cried and cried.

Pappa: please forgive me you don't deserve this, you don't deserve anything which you are going through I sorry I failed as father.

Y/n: no never you were always a best pappa for me I want to erase all bad memories I don't want to hold any grudges. Holding grudges only give pain.

Then my dada hugged me in a protective manner this is what a felt always even when I was in US I felt protected and safe. We stayed like that.

After some time  we heard door was opened that is Rishab and nurse for his daily check up so I and Rishab
went out for a while I needed some fresh air. I was smiling thinking about mr strange 😂 whatever he said he is really good at giving suggestions. Then I heard Rishab.

Rishab: y/n?

Y/n: hmm?

What he want now?

Rishab: did I really hurt you that much

Y/n: doesn't matter now.

Rishab: why?

Y/n: it's not like I care now

Rishab: you mean?

Y/n: im not the same Y/n anymore.

I said and left. I can never forgive this man I don't know why and also holding grudges give only pain but holding grudges against gives me nothing I never felt pain recently so.

The whole day I spent with dad. Taking care of him and all, still somewhere in my heart it hurts but I want to ignore that pain for now.

I went home I was kept thinking about things happened today. Then I thought about that stupid I texted him but it will be middle night there I don't know whether  he is up or sleeping? I don't I just texted him if he is not sleeping he will text me back.

Y/n:
Hey

Mr:
Hey

He actually replied me what is he even doing it must middle of night there?

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